A vision rose before Sir Arthur—his wife, the wife of Sir Arthur
Gerardine, the wife of the Lieutenant-Governor, her Excellency, Lady
Gerardine, queen of her world, flashing in the glory of his diamonds and
emeralds, treading palace rooms, herself the centre of a court—his wife
petted, adulated, envied, the object of his chivalrous attention, of his
lavish indulgence, his constant solicitude—not happy! He broke into
boisterous laughter.
"Not happy! For that was your conclusion, I suppose?"
Still laughing, he flung a glance at M. Châtelard—eloquent. "Did you
ever hear such an absurdity in your life?" it said, in all languages.
M. Châtelard unaccountably dropped his eyes before that triumphant
appeal; and a dry cough of unwonted embarrassment escaped him. Sir
Arthur’s mirth changed from its first genuine note of sarcastic fury to
something that rang hollow and forced. Abruptly withdrawing his eyes
from the unresponsive Frenchman, he caught sight of his own countenance
reflected, in all the cruel morning light, by a mirror that hung between
the two windows. He stood staring. For a second he could not recognise
himself—an unkempt old man, with yellow trembling cheeks and vacant
mouth.
In such moments the body works unconsciously. Had Sir Arthur had proper
control over himself, the swift look at his rival, the immediate
comparison, was the last thing his vanity would have condescended to.
But his treacherous eyes had done their work before self-esteem could
intervene. And, for once, Sir Arthur Gerardine saw.
The braced figure of Henry English, with its noble lines of still young
manhood; the romantic head, refined, not aged, by suffering and
endurance, the vital flame in the eye. What a contrast! Sir Arthur
swayed, fell into a chair, and covered his face with his hands. Acrid
tears of self-pity were burning his lids. This is what they have brought
me to!
Of the other three in the room, there was not one who could find a word.
To see the strong suffer may be a painful yet inspiring sight, but there
are tragedies of the weak, before the sordid pity of which the mind
instinctively recoils.
"And you thought it honourable and gentlemanly to come into my house and
eat my bread and—and spy?" said the Lieutenant-Governor, raising his
head at last, turning dull orbs upon his whilom secretary.
The blood raced into Harry English’s face.
"Here," thought Châtelard, scarcely breathing in his quiet corner of
observation, "here it is the old one scores at last."
"I could not choose my methods, Sir Arthur."
The ancient Chippendale clock, with a sigh between its ticks, measured
half a minute of heavy waiting. Then English spoke again, decisively,
vigorously, stepping to the table with the air of one determined to put
an end to an unbearable situation.
"Useless, all this. You shall have full evidence, as I said, in due
time. Meanwhile, here is a house of sorrow, and your presence in it
adds grievously to its burdens."
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