At the conclusion of this conversation she settled with him that, when
she had accomplished her part of the task, she would send for him. And
as he withdrew, he felt himself dismissed from her thoughts, except as a
mere instrument in what now seemed more her undertaking than his own.
At heart he found it increasingly difficult to accept the position with
good grace.
After this, during the few days of ship life together left to them, Lady
Gerardine seldom admitted him to her company; and thus Raymond was the
more thrown with Aspasia. The girl, unconventional by temperament and
somewhat set apart by her position of "Governor’s niece," unhesitatingly
profited by a situation which afforded her unmixed amusement. She was
not in love as yet with the Major of Guides. Indeed, she had other and
higher ambitions. Aspasia’s dream-pictures of herself were ever of a
wonderful artist of world-wide celebrity, surrounded by a sea of
clapping hands, graciously curtseying her thanks from the side of a
Steinway grand.... But Bethune interested her, and there was something
piquantly pleasant in being able to awaken that gleam in his cold, light
eye, in noticing that the lines of his impassive face relaxed into
softness for her alone.
One afternoon, as they sat on deck—the great ship cutting the blue
waters of the Adriatic, between the fading of a glorious red and orange
sunset and the rising of a thin sickle moon, Aspasia wrapped against the
chilly salt airs in some of her aunt’s sables, out of which richness the
hardy, wild-flower prettiness of her face rose in emphatic contrast—she
told him the story of her short life.
She spoke of her musical career, of the bright student days at Vienna;
the hard work of them, the anguish, the struggle, the joy. Then of the
death of her mother, and the falling of all her high hopes under the
crushing will of Sir Arthur, her appointed guardian.
"When mother went," said Aspasia, "everything went." As she spoke two
tears leaped out of her eyes, and hung poised on the short, thick
eyelashes. "The Runkle thinks it’s a disgrace for a lady to do anything
in life. ’And, besides,’ he says, ’she can’t, and she’d better not
attempt it.’ But wait till I’m twenty-one," cried the girl,
vindictively, "and I’ll show him what his ’dear Raspasia’s’ got in her!"
She smiled in her young consciousness of power, and the big tears,
detaching themselves, ran into her dimples. Raymond, looking at her
with all the experience of his hard life behind him, and all the
disillusion of his five-and-thirty years, felt so sudden a movement at
once of pity and tenderness that he had to stiffen himself in his seat
not to catch her in his arms and kiss her on those wet dimples as he
would have kissed a child.
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