She had nearly reached the end of her journey. The burning land she had
left behind her—once the land of her desire—seemed now but a place
visited in long evil dreams, where she had undergone unimaginable
sufferings during the bondage of sleep. The humid air of England beat
upon her face through the open window with a comforting assurance as of
waking reality.
She had told herself she was travelling with her dead. Never for one
hour of her long journey had she forgotten the meaning of that box under
Jani’s care. But, with every sunrise that marked a wider distance
between her and India, she drew a freer breath. With every stage she
felt herself less Lady Gerardine, wife; and more Mrs. English, widow.
There was beginning to be an extraordinary restfulness in the sensation.
They sped through the New Forest glades, sodden after the rain, now
flashing gold-brown with that shaft of sun; now black-green, cavernous,
mysterious, where the pines grow close. And then came the moorland
stretches, reaching up to a pale-blue cleft in the storm-weighted
clouds. How cool it all was! How soft the colours! How benign the wet
sky, how different from the metal glare of the land that had betrayed
her!
And, by-and-by, white gleams of sunshine began to deepen into primroses
and ambers; towards the west the sky grew ever clearer, and the leaden
wrack, parting, showed an horizon like to a honey sea against the rising
mists of evening. How beautiful was England!
When they got out at the little country station, in the rural heart of
Dorset, the day was closing in. The vault of the heavens brooded over
the earth with a cup-like closeness. November though it was, the air
struck upon their cheeks as gently as a caress, all impregnated with the
fragrance of wet green indefinably touched with the tart accent of
decay.
Rosamond drew a long deep breath; it had a poignant pleasure in it;
tears sprang to her eyes, but, for the first time in God knew how many
years, there was a sweetness in them. Jani at her elbow shivered with
an aguish chatter of teeth. With one hand she clutched her shawls
across her little lean figure; with the other she held on fiercely to a
battered tin box.
"Oh, Aunt Rosamond," cried Aspasia, ecstatically, as they got into the
vehicle awaiting them, "it’s a fly, it’s a fly! Aren’t you glad? Do
you smell the musty straw? Oh! doesn’t it bring back good old times?
Don’t you wish you may never sit in a state carriage again?"
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