A common prate is that Time works the changes in us. And when we look
from the child to the man, it would seem absurd even to raise the
question. Yet it is not time that works the mightiest changes. Nay, in
the world of the soul time but emphasises. The great upheavals that
obliterate in our lives all familiar landmarks—that do alter everything
down to our most intimate capacity of feeling, are sometimes but the
work of one instant. It is not time that ravages, it is not time that
draws the wrinkle seared into the heart; not to time do we owe the
spread of the grey, instead of the gold that used to colour the web of
existence. A man may carry the singing soul of his April to the
death-bed of his old body. Yet again the heart may wither in a span so
short as scarce to be measured.
And sometimes a change, so complete that even within our own soul we
find ourselves suddenly on foreign ground, will come without any
striking external event, without any apparent outside reason. In the
life of the soul a crisis has occurred—and lo! the very world of God is
different. Nay, God himself is another to us.
During these short wind-swept November days in the green and brown
manor-house, there, amid the solitary downs, did such a change come to
Rosamond. Had she tried, she could scarce have found her old self again.
But she did not try; for this new self was at peace, was wrapped in
dreams of great sweetness, and yet awake to a life hitherto not even
guessed at.
* * * * *
In the attic room that had been Harry’s own, she sat alone. A furious
shower was pattering on the tiles close over her head, a drenched ivy
spray was beating against the gable window like a frantic thing that
wanted shelter, a pair of sparrows were answering each other with
defiant chirrup. Far below in the house, Aspasia was lustily calling
upon a recreant kitten. In the moorland silence these few trivial
sounds became insistent, and yet seemed but to assert the silence
itself.
She was seated at the wide battered old writing-table which schoolboy
Harry English had scored with penknife and chisel, burned and
inkstained. Before her a small writing-desk was spread open, and two or
three letters lay loosely under her clasped hands. Her eyes were
musingly fixed upon the rain-beaten pane with the knocking ivy branch;
her lips were parted by a vaguely recurrent smile. And, as the smile
came and went, a transient red glowed faintly upon her cheeks.... The
world for her now was not upon the edge of winter: it was spring. She
was not Rosamond Gerardine, out of touch with life, she was not Rosamond
English, widow—she was Rosamond Tempest, maid once more, on the
threshold of her life, at the April of the year. And Harry English was
her lover. And yet she was a Rosamond Tempest such as he had never
known—such a Rosamond Tempest as had never yet existed.
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