Her first disappointment about her love is desolating her. She leans her
head against the woodwork, and lifts her eyes to the vaguely-tinted sky.
Thus, with face upturned, she drinks in the fair beauty of the night,
and, as its beauty grows upon her, her sorrow deepens.
"With how sad steps, O moon! thou climb'st the skies!
How silently, and with how wan a face,
Thou feel'st a lover's case!
I read it in thy looks; thy languish'd grace,
To me, that feel the like, thy state descries."
As she watches the pale moon, Sidney's sad words return to her. Just now
Diana is resting in a path of palest azure, whilst all around her
clouds, silver-tinged, are lying out from her, trembling in mid-air.
Great patches of moonlight lie upon the garden sward. One seems brighter
than its fellows, and as her eyes slowly sink from heaven to earth they
rest upon it, as though attracted unconsciously by its brilliancy. And,
even as she looks, a shadow falls athwart it, and then a low, quick cry
breaks from her lips.
"What is it?" says Kit, scrambling to her knees.
"Only Brian," says Monica, with a hastily-drawn breath. A rich color has
rushed into her cheeks, her eyes are alight, her lips have curved
themselves into a happy smile.
"It's all right now, then, and I can go," says Kit, joyfully.
"Go? To bed, you mean, darling?"
"Yes, now I know you are _happy_," says Kit, tenderly; and then the
sisters embrace, and presently Monica is alone, but for the shadow in
the moonlight.
"It is you, Monica?" says Brian, coming close beneath her window, and
looking upwards.
She leans out to him, her white gown gleaming softly in the moon's rays.
"Oh, why venture out at this hour?" she says, nervously. Now he is
here,--woman-like,--fears for his safety, forgotten before, arise in all
their horror. "They may have followed you; they may----"
"Come down to the balcony," he interrupts her, with a light laugh. "I
want to talk to you. Nonsense, dear heart! I am as safe as a church. Who
would touch me, with an angel like you near to protect me?"
His shadow, as he moves away, may again be seen for an instant, before
he turns the corner of the old house; and Monica, opening her door
softly, runs lightly down the corridor and the staircase, and across the
hall and the drawing-room floor until she reaches the balcony beyond,
where she finds his arms awaiting her.
"You have missed me all day?" he says, after a pause that to them has
been divine.
"Oh, Brian, what a day it has been!" she clings to him. "All these past
hours have been full of horror. Whenever I thought of your danger last
night, I seemed to grow cold and dead with fear; and then when the
minutes slipped by, and still you never came to me, I began to picture
_you_ as cold and dead, and then----Ah!" she clings still closer to him,
and her voice fails her. "I never knew," she whispers, brokenly, "how
well I loved you until I so nearly lost you. I could not live without
you now."
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