During the rest of the program her thoughts and plans rose in a busy
circling swarm. After all, there were advantages. It might be much
worse! Impressionable, sensitive, inexperienced as Jean-Pierre was, it
might very well have been some mature married woman in search of a new
sensation who had thus caught his first young passion. Or even not his
passion at all. Even if he himself had felt nothing, any woman could
have victimized him by working on that foolish sensibility of his. If
she could make him think--and his mother always had a scared sense of
how easy that would be--that she was in love with him, he would never
know how to retreat, as more brutal men knew so well how to do. She had
always been afraid of some such entanglement as that, in which
Jean-Pierre's weakness (in her heart she called it plainly that, and not
chivalry or sensibility) would make him a helpless victim of a woman
either an old fool herself or a calculating sensualist. Heavens! How
many dangers there were in the world for one's son! And sons could not
be guarded like daughters, by keeping them under your thumb. There were
also, for such a romantic, unworldly boy as Jean-Pierre, all the
variations on the Camille theme. How easily some shrewd woman of the
demi-monde could have pulled the wool over his eyes! Madame Garnier had
no doubts that Jean-Pierre knew such women. Her son was a man like all
other men, for all his poetic, high-strung ideas, and had certainly had
his part of an ordinary man's life, especially those last two years away
from home, irresponsible and alone. Oh, yes, the more she thought
shudderingly of the dangers he had escaped, the more harmless appeared
this fancy for a school girl. And if his fancy was to light on a young
girl, in some ways it was more convenient to have her a foreigner with
no family, so to speak, rather than a girl of Bayonne society, whose
family would expect to have much to say about all the arrangements of
Jean-Pierre's life. Heavens! suppose it had been Elise Fortier--think of
Jean-Pierre saddled with Madame Fortier as a mother-in-law! Not that
that worthless idle American mother-in-law was much better; except that
those people _must_ go back to America some time! Everybody did go back
to his native country ultimately. And too, she was a weak, foolish thing
who would never have the force to make trouble. Look at the way she let
herself be run by her servants. Also, until now, she had paid precious
little attention to her daughter; there was no reason to think she would
develop any more interest in her later on. And the child herself seemed
malleable material. There was no doubt she would be a pretty woman, and
marrying very young, she would certainly assimilate the standards of the
Garnier family.
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