When she stepped into the salon, she did not for a moment see that Maman
was already there, because she stood at one side of the window, half
hidden in the thick tapestry curtain, looking out through the lace over
the glass. By the expression of her back, Marise knew that she, too, was
looking at Mme. Garnier's son on the bench. For an instant, as though
Marise's fingers had dropped on white-hot metal, the wild idea came to
her that it was at Maman that Jean-Pierre was smiling, that it was for
Maman that he sat there. She jerked herself away angrily and
instantaneously from this thought, ashamed of herself. She was getting
like Jeanne, like the girls at school.
Maman had heard her move, and now turned sharply around from the window,
with the startled look of some one into whose bed-room you've walked
without knocking at the door. But Marise never knocked at the salon door
before going in. Why should she have thought of it to-day? Maman drew
the heavy curtain over the window with a sweep of her bare white arm.
For Maman was in grande tenue with her mauve satin low-necked evening
dress on, and a camellia in her hair. Marise's first thought was that
she was to have another solitary dinner. "Oh, Maman, are you going out?"
"Certainly not, what makes you think I am?" asked Maman quickly. She
added because it was perfectly evident what made Marise think it, "The
belt on this dress has been changed and I tried it on to see if it was
right. And then I saw it was dinner time."
Marise was about to say something about the flower in her hair, but her
antennae-like sensitiveness to what other people were feeling, made her
shut her lips. She looked hard at her mother, who made herself opaque,
looking back at Marise, her face and eyes and mouth firmly closed over
what was in her mind. Being able to see only the surface, Marise took
that in with a fresh impression of not having looked at Maman for some
time. How pretty she was, with her hair like gold threads, catching the
light, and how different from her crinkly hair like a golden mist around
her head, were the thick, thick petals of the camellia, with their
dense, close, fine-grained surface.
Jeanne came to the door. "Madame is served," she said in a correct tone,
standing aside as they came out. She did not look at Marise at all, but
Marise knew perfectly well that she too was wondering about the evening
dress and the flower. Marise began to try to invent some plausible
explanation for it which she could let drop in talk to-morrow as they
walked to school.
* * * * *
Marise had lessons to get that evening, lots of them, and hard ones, as
usual. After dinner, she went back to her room, opened her history and
began. It was very still in the apartment. No sound at all from Maman in
the salon. Of course, Jeanne and Isabelle were both across the landing
in the other kitchen, doing the work as they always were unless Maman
expected callers.
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