It had been agreed since there were so few trains in and out of Bayonne
and since as yet no news had been sent to Jeanne's family, that if
Marise's father did come on the train from the north, Mlle. Hasparren
would board it as he left it, and go on down to Midassoa to tell the
Amigorenas about their mother's illness. "But do tell them,
Mademoiselle," Marise said over and over, anxiously, "that we will take
care of Jeanne, that we will do everything for her that anybody could,
that they needn't worry. I know Papa will see that she's taken care of.
I _know_ he will, if I ask him." But really she was not as sure as she
said. She did not know Papa so very well, after all. She had very little
idea what he would feel or say about anything. And then everything
depended on the way things turned out...!
They stood there in the smoky dusk of the station, a long ray of
sunshine thick with golden motes striking the ground at their feet.
They still said very little, Marise not daring to talk for fear of
making a mistake, for fear that she would not remember just what and how
much Mlle. Hasparren knew. The music-teacher held the girl's slim
fingers close. Marise answered their pressure with a nervous fervor,
inexpressibly grateful to the other, loving everything about her from
her steady face and kind, shadowed eyes, to her heavy, badly-cut shoes,
dusty now, which would be dustier later after they had trudged along the
hot white road at Midassoa. Never, so long as she lived, was she able to
forget how Mlle. Hasparren had looked to her, when she came quietly into
the salon and lifted her up from Jeanne and said in a plain
matter-of-fact way as though nothing were the matter but Jeanne's
sickness, that they must get a doctor and probably Jeanne wasn't as sick
as she looked. She had just taken Marise by the hand and showed her how
to go on living ... when it seemed to Marise that she had come to the
end.
They heard the train whistle shriekingly in the distance, and the
somnolent porters roused themselves. Marise tightened her hold on the
strong fingers which held hers. Her heart ached with longing, with
confusion. Suppose Papa did not come ... what _would_ she do? But
suppose he did ... wouldn't it be impossible not to make mistakes, not
to forget what you were to say and what you weren't?
But when the train came in, and Marise saw at the other end of the long
platform her father's massive bulk heavily descending from a
compartment, and saw his eyes begin to search the crowd for her face,
all her confusion melted away in a great burst of relief.... Papa was
there, something of her very own in the midst of all those strangers!
Her heart almost broke with its release from tension.
And yet before she ran to meet him, she put her arms around the
music-teacher and kissed her hard on both swarthy cheeks.
III
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