"She and Soeur Ste. Lucie are such good friends," explained Marise. She
decided not to say anything about the old monk, because she didn't know
whether Papa knew about Maman's going to see him before; but after
thinking for an instant she decided that it would do no harm to add,
"Soeur Ste. Lucie wants Mama to be a Catholic, you know."
Papa said quickly, "What's that?"
Marise was surprised at his tone. Perhaps that _was_ one of the things
she oughtn't to tell about. "Why, would you mind if she did?" she asked.
Papa thought for a moment, and dropped back into his usual slow casual
comment, "Oh, no, I guess not, if she wants to." There was a silence
broken by Papa's saying something else, in an earnest tone as though
this time he really wanted Marise to listen to him. "All I _ever_ want,
Molly, is for Mama to have things the way she wants them."
Marise's heart was nervously sensitive that day, in a sick
responsiveness to the faintest indication of what was in other people's
hearts.
She could not put another morsel of food to her lips. She sat looking
down at her plate, trying to master or at least understand the surge of
feeling within her. "_All I ever want is for Mama to have things the way
she wants them._" There was so much to think of in that, that she was
still lost in thinking, when Papa pushed back his chair and got up,
pulling down his vest, with his usual after-dinner gesture.
"I'll have a look at the mail while you get your things on," he
suggested. Evidently he was still set on going at once to see Maman.
Perhaps more than he admitted, he really didn't like her being in a
convent.
Marise went to get her hat, and with it in her hand, went to join her
father, standing by her mother's writing-desk in the alcove. He had an
American newspaper in his hand, his fore-finger inserted in the wrapper.
He tore it open and stood looking at the headlines, while Marise put on
her broad-brimmed sailor-hat and, tilting her head forward, slipped the
rubber under her hair behind.
"All ready?" said Papa, and they set out.
How much less _exciting_ everything was, now that Papa was home. But
would it be--if he--but he never would! Who would tell him? Not Maman
certainly, although Marise wished that poor Maman could have had a few
days more without seeing Papa, to get over being excited so she could be
surer of what she was saying. Not Jeanne. Not herself. Nobody else knew
him well enough to tell him anything. If Maman could only get through
to-day all right....
V
At the convent they waited in the usual bare, white-washed convent
parlor with the shutters drawn, with the usual little rush-bottomed
chairs, so light that the one Papa sat down on, groaned and creaked
under his great weight. The usual black-walnut book-case displayed the
usual Lives of the Saints. Through an open door they could look down a
long, long, gray stone corridor, very empty, till they saw Soeur Ste.
Lucie hurrying noiselessly down it towards them.
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