Going home as Neale did every afternoon, he had none of the scanty,
ill-organized college social life. Sliding into college as he had, with
no introduction from the right kind of Prep. school, and with a
noticeably colorless personality, he was not thought of as a possibility
for any fraternity. Time hung heavy on his hands. Lectures took up but
three hours a day, on the busiest days. To fill in the rest of the time
there was the swimming pool, the Gymnasium and the Library. He swam,
practised the overhand racing stroke, dived; in the Gym. he fooled
awkwardly on the parallel bars and side-horse; he tossed medicine balls
with any pick-up acquaintance; what he really enjoyed was the line of
traveling rings which hung in front of the visitors' gallery--but one
day he heard an upper classman refer to these as "Freshmen's Delight,"
and thereafter he avoided them.
The Library, the first one to which he had had access, wasn't so bad.
Neale went there first to look up a reference for Comp. Lit. A. Of
course you ran the risk of being thought a grind if you spent too much
time there, but you could kill the hours very pleasantly with the bound
volumes of the magazines in the shelves about the general reading-room.
Neale and most of his friends wasted an unconscionable number of hours
on those magazines: but little by little the library habit began to form
itself, by slow, infinitesimal accretions. He found it a good place to
study, wrote English A. themes there, finally even got into the way of
running through the card catalogue, and drawing books with titles that
sounded good.
Christmas came. Father, recognizing manhood achieved, gave him a box of
a hundred Milo cigarettes. Mother--poor, dear, ignorant Mother!--gave
him a white sweater decorated with a light blue C! Even more than by
smoking Father's cigarettes, Neale proved that he had begun to outgrow
the cruel egotism of adolescence, by kissing Mother and thanking her,
without telling her that almost any fool finally gets his diploma, but
only the chosen few--and these as Juniors or Seniors--win the right to
adorn themselves with the proud insignia of their Varsity letter.
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