What was it he was missing? Moody, out of humor with the bright, warm
May sunshine, he put the question to himself as he sauntered aimlessly
down the Library steps. Why, he was missing everything that made life
worth while! Was he always to live alone with most of him hidden and
silent? Would he never find his crowd, or at least one other person, to
meet whom he could go forth, all of him, light and free, without the
ball and chain of his endless reticences? Other fellows seemed to find
something satisfying in life. Why not he? Was it his fault, or life's,
that he walked in inner blackness? He was framing a sweeping indictment
of life as he passed the gate to South Field.
Somebody ran out and grabbed him by the neck, a tall Senior. "King's
Crown playing the Deutscher Verein," he explained. "Speed up and get in,
Crit. Get your coat off. Never mind your togs. You've got to catch next
inning. Purdy can't hold the ball if I put a hop on it, and the
Dutchies are swatting my slow curve. There you go, that's the third
out. Get busy. Give me one finger for a fast one; two for an out; and
the closed fist for the drop."
The pessimistic philosopher, exiled to eternal solitude, shed coat and
collar, put on mask and mitt. A ball, a strike, a high foul. As he
sprinted behind the back-stop to get under it, Neale sloughed off the
parched skin of introspection. From that time on, he forgot everything
but the game. He rattled off encouragement to the pitcher, "Keep
workin', old man _that_-a-boy, make him hit it! Got him swinging wild!"
He improvised wild flights of kidding to get the goat of one batter
after another.
After the game when he and his pitcher were shaking hands and grinning
at each other, he became aware of Berkley and Berkley's girl. What was
her name? He'd met her at the Junior Ball--oh, yes, Miss Wentworth. They
stopped to congratulate him. Neale was conscious, wretchedly,
unphilosophically conscious of a very dirty face, a more than dirty
shirt--and torn trousers. But Miss Wentworth didn't seem to notice.
Perhaps she was a good sport. It was conceivable that a girl might be.
She made a sensible comment on the double play which had saved the game
in the eighth. Why, she was intelligent as well as good-looking. Neale
fell into step, forgetting his disheveled looks, and walked along to the
drug-store at 120th Street, where they all had sodas.
He met her again that spring, in the waiting-room of the 125th Street
station, of all prosaic places! He had stopped in for a time-table to
see about getting up to West Adams and she was evidently waiting for a
train. He touched his cap. She smiled. He stopped to pass the time of
day, "Vacation's almost here," he said.
"What are you going to do with it?" she inquired.
He hesitated. She wouldn't understand. But he was never very good on
quick bluffs, and so said briefly, "I've got to learn to kick this
summer--to kick a football, I mean. I--I play football a little."
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