Neale did not find this realization tragic, because it seemed to him
that it was the common lot, and he had a poor opinion of those who cry
out melodramatically against the common lot. The thing to do was to
accept the common lot without undignified comment. So he did not give a
Latin groan, nor cry out a Russian curse on Destiny, when he woke to the
knowledge that the aim of his life had been taken away, that he had
lived the last of his Homer. He set his jaw and began to try to adjust
himself to the life without any goal which he was henceforth to share
with the rest of the under-graduates.
But the days seemed very long and empty, none the less, in spite of his
grim refusal to complain.
Into the middle of one of these empty days dropped a note from Miss
Wentworth: "Dear Mr. Crittenden: Now that you can stoop to earthly
affairs, won't you go Palisading with a party of us next Saturday?
_Please say yes._ We take the 9 o'clock boat from 125th St."
The first thing he noted next Saturday was that Berkley was not of the
party. He still thought of Miss Wentworth as "Berkley's girl," and he
was annoyed at the pleasure he felt in finding her unpre-empted. The
second thing was that she never did anything to block his manoeuvering
to break up group formation and string out the party two by two--Neale
and Miss Wentworth being the important two. But that might very well be
only because she wanted to talk football. She had seen all the home
games, knew the players' names, and for a girl, remembered an
astonishing number of the more spectacular plays. The morning passed
quickly. At noon they huddled around their camp-fire on the edge of the
cliffs, ate broiled bacon sandwiches and drank coffee. Then they started
back. On the last stretch of the road when the other girls began to
tire, Miss Wentworth still swung along unflagging, and Neale saw to it
that he was by her side. They ran out of athletic reminiscences. She
ventured hesitatingly on books and her uncertain face cleared when Neale
chimed in enthusiastically.
"She's surprised to find a football man who's got beyond Munsey's,"
thought Neale. No, he hadn't read "The Egoist," but "Richard Feverel"
was _great_! And wasn't "Harry Richmond" a racy, crazy sort of tale? Did
she know "The Second Mrs. Tanqueray?" He grinned internally with an
amused cynicism, remembering for whom he had crammed up on this line.
But he felt a difference. When she spoke about Henry James, he admitted
frankly that he'd never heard of him. There was an honest quality about
Miss Wentworth that made it seem underhanded and unnecessary to bluff.
Silent they stopped where the road pitches steeply down to the river.
Speech seemed impertinent when the Hudson lay below, vast and mystic in
the early-falling December dusk.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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