After her departure, Neale fell with relief back into his old routine of
quiet, comfortable life-in-common with Martha, with none of the
prickling electric uncertainties he had felt in Mother. Odd how much
better he knew Martha than he did Mother; how sure he was beforehand of
what Martha would think and say, whereas he had been uncomfortably
unsure of Mother. He felt he knew Martha as he knew himself, through and
through.
This conviction was a great satisfaction to him. He often thought of it
with pride, and with a secret pity and scorn for people who found life
and human relationships so complicated and mysterious. That sort of
thing was just a novel-writer's rubber-stamp convention. What was there
so darned mysterious about your own nature, about a sensible woman's
nature? Nothing. If you were a sane, normal man, you found your mate in
the world just as normally as you found your place in the business
world. With a healthy, honest, fine girl like Martha, there would be
none of those double-and-twisted emotional complications you read about
in books.
He was away from New York a good deal at this time, taking, as one of
the younger salesmen, the more difficult and less remunerative
territories, and when he came back to the city it was like coming home,
to ring the bell of the Wentworths' apartment and have Martha herself
come to open the door for him, her eyes as clear and honest as sunlit
water.
They always had a good deal to tell each other after these separations.
Martha about her work at the Speyer School, where she had begun to help
a little in visiting the families of the poorer children, Neale about
his business, which he was finding more and more absorbingly
interesting, for which he was feeling much of the zestful passion he had
felt for football. He talked a great deal to Martha about the
resemblance of football to business. One of the many things he loved
about Martha was her knowledge of football. Of course, strictly
speaking, like all other outsiders, she knew nothing whatever about
football; but she knew as much as any spectator could, and, brought up
from birth as she had been in one or another college community, she had
a second-nature familiarity with the psychology of the game, with the
fierce, driving concentration, the eager, devout willingness to devote
every throb of your pulse, every thought in your brain to winning the
game; and it seemed perfectly natural to her, as it did to Neale, to
step into another world where all the mature energies were focussed in
the same way.
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