He had called her "his Brunhilda" with honest sincerity; with all his
heart he thought he meant it. Of _course_ he was fighting for success to
put in Martha's hands. His honor was pledged to win for Martha's sake.
His deep affection for Martha underlay his delight in learning to play
the game. All this went without saying, and he said it even to himself
with less and less frequency during the next year.
He had, as a matter of fact, less and less time and strength to give to
anything outside his business. This focussing of energies began to have
its usual result. He felt the eyes of the older men in the organization
turned on him with curiosity, with approval, and with a little jealous
alarm which gave him the utmost pleasure. He saw in the younger men's
eyes the appraising, combative, watchful look with which one tackle
surveys his opponent. All his life-long mystic intensity of conviction
of the worthwhileness of winning games, flared and blazed hot and lusty
in his heart as he recognized that he was now head over ears in the
turmoil of the biggest game he had yet encountered.
Of course the real purpose of the game was to take care of Martha--that
was axiomatic!
The middle of his third year in business was marked by a considerable
raise in salary and an enlargement of territory with corresponding
increase from sales commissions, which proved conclusively that he was
now accepted as one of the live-wires of the organization. And when
barely a week later, Professor Wentworth was notified of his appointment
as exchange professor for the next academic year to one of the German
universities, the moral of the two events was clear. It was time for a
rather long engagement to end; time for Martha to set a definite date
for the wedding before her father's departure for Berlin.
With the setting of the date the relations of the three took on another
aspect--like a change of lighting at the theater. Everything was as it
had been, and yet everything was different. Professor Wentworth
considered himself already eliminated by the younger generation, and
although they invited him to share the new home on his return from the
year in Germany, he assured them that he would under no conditions
cumber up the background in any such fashion, and began to make plans
for joining forces with another widowed professor whose children were
now all married. His resigned, philosophic acceptance of his soon-to-be
exit from their stage set them further from him and closer to each
other, as if he had already stepped out from their lives and closed the
door behind him. They occasionally felt a little self-conscious
awareness of being alone with each other which was new to them. As
Martha quaintly phrased it, she now began to feel not only that she was
engaged but that she was going to be married. The feeling was a new one,
gave a new color to her thoughts and sometimes made her feel a little
queer.
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