"Why, you poor kid!" said Marise compassionately. She hadn't thought it
was as serious as all _that_!
The other with a rough, scrambling sprawl, got herself to her knees and
sat up, rubbing the tears away from her eyes with the backs of her
hands, and drawing long, quivering breaths. Her lips were swollen, her
cheeks fiery and glazed.
Marise was touched, and putting out her arms drew the other into them.
"Here, you must let me help you get used to things. _I've_ been
homesick, too."
The girl tried to speak, was on the point of bursting into tears again,
struggled wildly to get the better of her excitement and emotion, and
finally brought out in a strangled voice, "I'm not _homesick_! I _hate_
my home! I wouldn't go back theah for _any_thing!"
The words in themselves were sufficiently astonishing to Marise, and the
raging accent with which they were cast out made them even more
disconcerting. She felt that the little quivering body in her arms was
clinging desperately to her, and sat silent, holding the unhappy child
close, because she did not know what else to do with her.
Presently, however, she ventured to ask, "Where is your home?"
"It _was_ in Arkansas," said the other, in a muffled, defiant tone. "It
isn't anywheah now. It's heah."
Marise not being very intimately acquainted with the shades and phases
of certain American prejudices, saw nothing peculiar in having one's
home in Arkansas. Why not?
Apparently some hint of this reached the other, for after a moment of
silent, expectant tension, she lifted her face from Marise's shoulder
and looked up searchingly into her face. How pretty she must be, thought
Marise, when she hadn't been crying. She must look like a pink lily in
the midst of the dark-skinned, dark-haired, city-sallow little girls of
her class.
"Have you any of your family here in Paris with you?" she asked now.
"I haven't any family left, only some lawyers and guardians and things,"
said the other. She spoke as though she were glad of it, Marise thought,
so that she suppressed the "_oh!_" of sympathy which she was on the
point of uttering. What a strange little thing!
The strange little thing now looked up at her. "Do you know what I was
crying for just now?" she said. Marise could not understand why she
asked this in an accusing tone of blame.
"No!" said Marise, as utterly at a loss as ever in her life. "How could
I?"
"Because I hate myself so, because I hate my looks and my clothes and
_every_thing!" the other burst out passionately, "I feel like po' white
trash. They had plenty of money! Why didn't they send me here befoah?"
"_Before!_" cried Marise. "Why, you're only a child now."
"I'm almost as old as you are," said the other. "I'm seventeen and
you're eighteen."
She flung it out like a grievance.
"Eh _bien_!" cried Marise in great astonishment. She had not thought the
other girl over fourteen.
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