Marise laughed. It always gave her a little malicious amusement to make
Eugenia uneasy. To make her still more so, she added, "Yet you know well
enough, Eugenia, in any room full of people, let Mme. Vallery come in
with that mild, oh-I'm-nobody, don't-mind-me sort of air of hers, and
everybody else looks like a dressmaker's mannequin."
Eugenia, alarmed for her standards, annoyed and aroused, disputed the
point with warmth, "That's only because you know who she is. If you
didn't, you'd take her for the concierge's country cousin."
Marise shook her head exasperatingly, "No you wouldn't. She has
_cachet_. You can see it a mile away."
Eugenia suddenly conceded the point with grudging wonder, "How does she
_do_ it?" she marveled, unreconciled.
"Personality," diagnosed Marise, and then seeing that Eugenia's face
looked really clouded, she stopped her teasing abruptly, ashamed of the
unkind impulse which drove her to it, and of the malicious pleasure she
took in it. What was the inner irritation with everything that kept her
so aware of other people's weak points and so easily led into playing
ill-naturedly on them. Now, here and now, let her resolve she would
never tease Eugenia again.
But she knew she would.
She did, however, resist an easy opening, given her by the next remark
of Eugenia's, as she looked across the beautiful room, "What _makes_ it
all so just right? I'm going to start in at that corner, and look at
every single thing, and find out _what_ makes it right."
Marise restrained the mocking words on the tip of her tongue, and turned
away to the half-open window, near which she stood. Across the empty
street in the pale gold of the spring sunshine, the vaporous young green
of the Luxembourg showed like a mist through the tall iron palings. The
light blue sky above was veiled with hazy white clouds, stirred by a
young little spring breeze, which blew languorously on the girl's cheek.
It came over her, all of it, with a soft rush, the invitation to life,
the lovely, treacherous, ever-renewed invitation to live. And she drew
back from it, with her ever-renewed determination not to be taken in by
it. It was always too horribly lovely in May. It made her ache, it made
her want to cry, it made her horribly unhappy. How detestable to have it
so lovely, looking so seductive as though this were only the promise of
something lovelier ... when there wasn't anything to redeem the promise,
when it was all just a part of the general scheme to fool you.
Behind her Eugenia's voice said enviously, "Where did she get all these
terribly quaint Louis XVI things?"
How thoroughly Eugenia's English diction teacher had rooted out that
"turribly" of Eugenia's, thought Marise.
Aloud she answered, "She began collecting years ago, before anybody else
thought of it."
"I shouldn't think a teacher would have much money to collect."
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