"You must have perfect command of your medium, just in itself, as a
tool. Listen," he stood up, his heavily jowled face grim and stern, drew
a long breath, as if he were about to speak, and then as at a sudden
thought, paused, the expression of his face changing with comical
suddenness to a broad smile, and began to laugh. The girls stared at him
in amazement, wondering if he had taken leave of his senses. Apparently
something very funny had popped into his mind, just as he was about to
go on with his statement to them. It must have been really _very_ funny
indeed, for he could not stop his laughter, try as he might. It was too
much for him. Both hands on his hips, throwing back his head, he pealed
out an irresistible, "Ha! Ha!" as though he would burst if he did not
laugh. Seeing their astonished faces, he tried to stop to tell them the
joke, choked himself down to rich chuckles, opened his mouth to speak,
and, the joke striking him afresh, went off again in a huge roar of
mirth that made them both smile and then laugh outright in sympathy.
At this, his face instantly resumed its sad, stern expression, and he
was looking at them severely as before, breathing quickly, it is true,
as though he had been running, but without a trace of any feeling.
"There you see," he said drily. "That is an example of what I mean by
command of a medium. To be master of _my_ tool I must not only be able
to laugh, when I feel like it, but whenever I need to laugh, whether I
feel like it or not. And I assure you, young ladies, I do not feel in
the least like laughing now, having had this glimpse of the future as it
will be, shaped to the American mold, by the people of the future."
The girls were stricken silent by all this, their lips, frozen in
astonishment, still curving in the set smile that was all that was left
of their foolish, induced mirth. Marise was nettled and angry. He had no
business playing tricks like that on them. She had been made to appear
foolish, horribly foolish, and she resented it.
"Well, Miss Mills," he went on, addressing Eugenia, "you cannot get such
a control of your medium, you cannot learn to speak any language
beautifully, without long, long dull hours of the oh! oh! ah! ah!
practice that you scorn. You cannot buy such a command of your medium,
not for millions of your great round dollars. No, not the wealthiest,
sharpest American who ever lived can possess European culture, by buying
little pieces of it here and there, and hanging it up on his wall. By
changing the very fibre of your being, that is the only way to become
anything that is worth becoming. And you cannot change the fibre of your
being without dying a thousand deaths and knowing a thousand births."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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