"But you don't _wish_ to know," the girl divined, "you don't care if you
_are_ an outsider. Why, I believe," she said with a little burst of
astonishment, "I believe you'd rather be an outsider."
He looked apologetic. "That's part of my dumbness, don't you see? I just
can't conceive why anybody should bother his head about it. _I_ tell
you," he hit on the right phrase of explanation, "I just don't know any
better."
"Would you learn?" she pressed him more closely.
"Not if I could run faster than the person who was trying to teach me!"
he confessed helplessly.
The girl broke into another laugh. There never was anybody who laughed
like that, with her lips, and her gleaming, dancing eyes, and her
eyebrows--even her hands had a droll little gesture of delightedly
giving him up. What in the world had ever made him imagine that her
expression was pensive or her eyes wistful?
"Do you mind?" he asked, rather uncertain what she was laughing at, and
hoping it was not at him.
"Oh, I _like_ it!" she told him, heartily. "But it's the very first time
I ever ran into it. It makes me laugh, it's so unexpected."
"Well, it has its disadvantages," he broke in, seeing an opening to say
something that had been on his conscience for two days. "It makes you do
all sorts of unusual and unconventional things without meaning to at
all. Like my talking to you yesterday morning, for instance, in the
corridor of the pension, when I hadn't been introduced to you."
She stopped laughing, her face all blank with surprise. "Why, that was
not unconventional! People at the same pension never wait for
introductions. And anyhow I'm not a _jeune fille du monde_. I'm just a
music-student. If you only knew how _some_ people try to take advantage
of that! Why, what in the world made you think it was not all right?"
"Well, when you didn't say anything about it at the breakfast table,
when Miss Oldham introduced us, the way you looked as though you'd never
seen me before. I thought you--I thought I--well, why _didn't_ you
mention we'd just been talking?"
"Oh--" She remembered the incident. "Why didn't I? Why _should_ I? You
always hide what you don't have to tell, don't you?"
Neale pondered this negligent axiom for a time, and then said
hesitatingly, "But if the servants happened to mention it?"
"Oh," she explained quickly, as if mentioning something that went
without saying, "oh, of course I told the servants not to speak of it."
"You did!" He felt that he was looking through what he had always
thought was the opaque surface of things, and seeing a great deal more
going on there than he had dreamed. "But can you count on them?"
She continued to be as surprised at his surprise as he at the whole
manoeuver. "Oh, of course you can never count on servants unless there's
something in it for them. I gave them a little tip apiece."
"You _did_!" He could only stupidly repeat his exclamation. "What did
they say?"
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