"They're the only ones who talk about it," he offered as his variation
on the dictum. "That's what an artist _is_, isn't he? Somebody who
happens to be put together so that it kills him to keep anything to
himself. He just goes up in smoke, if he can't run and tell the world
what he has seen, or tasted, or handled, or got hit by, and the way it
made him feel. I admire and revere artists. They certainly do a lot for
the rest of us. But I don't see any reason to think that they feel
things any more intensely than anybody else, and I don't see anything so
terribly enviable in their lot. There seems to be a lot of hard work
about it, if you judge by the way they carry on. I don't see why you
can't enjoy beauty and feel tragedy, even if you keep your mouth shut.
You can feel it just the same, can't you? I'm sure I've felt things
about a million times more intensely than anything that ever got into a
book. And I can't say I'm any less satisfied with my fate because I'm
not thriftily trying to use those same feelings as raw material for an
art."
Marise was laughing outrageously by the time he had finished, partly at
what he said, partly at Mr. Livingstone's scandalized expression. She
was ashamed of the way she laughed over Mr. Crittenden's teasing of
poor unconscious Mr. Livingstone.
"You don't understand, Crittenden, you don't get my point at all.
There's something--something--" Livingstone brought it out with a
remnant of the provincial self-consciousness before fine phrases which
he so deplored, "there's something god-like, divine, in being an artist,
_creating_ something."
Mr. Crittenden moved from his negligent pose, tightened up a little.
"Oh, if you mean by 'artist' a class broad enough to take in everybody
who creates something, yes, of course, they're the only ones who really
live. That's what most of us are trying to get a chance to do, trying to
create a little order out of chaos. But that's pretty nearly the whole
ant-heap of the human race, isn't it? Except the leisure classes."
Mr. Livingstone was in despair of making the Philistine understand.
"It's something we have so little of in America, it's hard for an
American to recognize its existence," he murmured to the company in
extenuation of his compatriot's denseness.
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