"I'd start in," said Neale, "by suggesting to them, all through their
youth, in every way possible, the idea that folks could and should move
freely from the life they're born to, to another one that suits their
natures. They have to do it while they're young and foot-free, don't
they? I wouldn't start in by hammering them over the head with the idea
that there are only one or two classes that anybody wants to belong to.
I'd jump with all my weight on that idiotic notion that one class is
better than another, as if any class was any good at all for you, if
it's not the one you belong to naturally! I'd grease the ways to get
from one to another, instead of building fences, especially if the
change would mean making less money. Just think of all the natural-born
carpenters and mechanics that fall by chance into professors' families,
or millionaires' homes. They never get any chance in life. Just look at
the hullaballo that was made about poor old Tolstoi's wanting the
simplicity of a working-man's life. Just look at the fiendishly
ingenious obstacles that are put in the way of any working-man's son who
wants the culture and fineness and harmonious living that got so on
Tolstoi's nerves. And look, even Tolstoi was just as bad as the rest.
Because _he_ happened to want simplicity and a hardy open life, didn't
he start on the warpath to drive everybody else to it. Good Lord, why
try to hold up one ideal as the only one for millions of men, who have a
million various capacities and ideals and tastes? They'd enrich the
world like a garden, with their lives, if public opinion only allowed
them to be lived."
"Do you know Rabelais," asked Marise, "and his motto, '_Fay ce que
vouldras_?' Everybody in his day thought it fearfully immoral."
"Oh, I suppose that every wise man since the beginning of the world has
found it out in his way before now. But they're not allowed to tell the
rest of us plain folks so we understand. Or maybe you don't understand
anything till you find it out for yourself. I don't believe I do. Do
you?"
"I'm sure," said Marise with a quiet bitterness in her tone that burned
like a drop of acid in Neale's mind, "I'm sure that I personally haven't
found out anything, nor do I understand anything whatever. Nor, till
this minute did anybody ever suggest to me that there was really
something worth while to find out. Nobody--nobody but you--ever dreamed
of asking me to go on a quest to understand. That's why I--go on, go on
with it. Why do you stop?"
But that day Neale had been too much startled by the glimpse of a somber
discontent under her keen bright intelligence, and too much moved by her
speaking of his bringing something different into her life to "go on."
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