"Her old age!" Eugenia wondered when she thought old age would begin.
She looked a thousand years old already to Eugenia. Heavens! Think of
ever being old like that, yourself. What use _could_ there be in living
if you were old and reduced for your amusement to writing down dates and
things in a journal!
"If Mademoiselle will step into her own room," said Josephine. Eugenia
came to herself with a start. She had been standing in the middle of the
room staring at Mlle. Vallet's back. But she had been thinking about
Neale Crittenden, about those deep-set eyes of his, and how his face was
lighted up when he smiled. When he smiled at her, Eugenia felt like
moving from wherever she was and going to stand close beside him. What
made her feel so? It was like a black-art. There was that girl at school
who had been bewitched by the Breton mission-priest,--bewitched so that
she fell into a fever if she could not see him every day.
"There! Sit there!" said Josephine, pressing her competently into an
easy chair, and beginning to undo her hooks and eyes. "I haven't much
time. Mademoiselle is so late in coming in. Just a little
cold-cream--this horrible southern sun burns so! Oh, I can feel this
awful Roman dust thick on every hair! I do wish--without seeming to
presume--I do _wish_ that Mademoiselle would consent to wear a
veil--everybody does."
Eugenia moved her head from one side to the other wearily. How Josephine
did chatter! She never had a quiet moment, _never_, and she was so
_tired_. Feeling the supple, smooth professional fingers beginning to
put on the cold cream, she held her head still and thought.
Very bitter thoughts and bewildered ... of a person betrayed. She _was_
betrayed! She had done everything ... everything that she had known how
to do. She had spared neither time nor money nor effort. She had worked
(and she hated to work) she had _worked_ to learn all the things she
should know. She had beaten Marise at her own game. She talked better
French than she, so her diction teacher said; and ever so much more
distinguished English--she _never_ made those slips into Americanisms or
Gallicisms that Marise did. At least not in conversation, sometimes she
still thought in American. She knew ever so much more about dressing
than Marise, and about lace, and about manners. She had come to the
point at last of being sure of her manners, of being able to sit down,
instinctively composing herself so that she would look well from all
angles, of not having to think of how to shake hands or leave a room,
any more than she thought of the adjustment of a gown that Josephine had
put on her. Whereas Marise still fumbled at the back of her neck at
times to make sure of a hook, or had that common trick of feeling her
hair to see if it were in order. Marise had stood still in all that, and
she had gone forward to the goal. But as she reached it...!
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