The music ended with a crash, the exhausted couples sank into chairs,
gasping and fanning each other. Neale's heart leaped to see, half-way up
the stairs, Natalie sitting alone as if she had not been dancing. Why,
of course. There was Natalie! He had forgotten her. She had understood.
The tragedy of the afternoon must have gone home to her. _She_ was a
good sport! With a warm glow he hurried up to where she sat, and sank
down beside her, his stifling sense of isolation gone.
She lifted the sweet, flower-like mask of her youth to him, her eyes
gleaming in the half-light of the stairs. But at the moment, Neale had
forgotten whether she was a girl or a boy. She was a good sport. That
was what he needed. He started to speak, but a shout of laughter burst
out of the room below them. They looked down. In the center of the
vociferously amused circle of spectators, Don was making fun of his late
adversary's gawky manners and poor eye-sight. He had a racket in his
hand, and glaring through it with a burlesque of Peterson's intent
short-sighted gaze, he was mimicking the school-boy's strained awkward
position at the net.
Neale fell back appalled, and looked to Natalie for sympathy and
understanding.
Natalie had also leaned forward, and as they turned towards each other,
her face was so close to his that he could see the peach-like bloom on
her cheeks.
All the pretty face was quivering with mirth. "Isn't Don the _wittiest_
man!"
Neale got up stiffly and walked down the stairs without a word. Nobody
in the crowd of laughing boys and girls paid the least attention to his
silent passage through them. He went out on the porch, the beating
downpour of the rain suddenly loud in his ears. Oh, all the better! He'd
like getting soaked.
He found his wheel on the side-porch, mounted it without troubling to
light his lamp or turn up his coat collar, and delighting in the clammy
discomfort of the streaming water, pedaled stolidly over the nine miles
to his home.
Alone in his room he took off his steaming clothes, rubbed down and got
into pajamas and a bath-robe.
"Crittenden," he said sternly, "the world is no place for you. You're a
lone wolf. A lone wolf."
CHAPTER XIV
When Neale turned out his Welsbach burner and rolled into bed, he
encountered a strange, new sensation, an immense relief just to lay
himself down, and to have darkness about him. For the first time in his
life he was consciously very tired, for the first time he knew the adult
sensation of having lived to the point of weariness, for the first time
he felt the passive sweetness of the resigned adult welcome of repose
which is perhaps a premonition of our ultimate weariness and our
ultimate welcome to death.
For a moment Neale lay there, drowned in astonishment at this new,
unguessed-at pleasure. Then, without warning, the thick cloud of a boy's
sleep dropped over him like black velvet.
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