The next morning, his father, passing on the way to his cold bath,
looked in and saw the boy, sunk fathoms deep in sleep, the bright new
sunlight of the early morning shining full on his face. Heavens! How can
children sleep so soundly! His father stepped into the room, walking
silently on bare feet, and drew down the shades. The shadowing of the
room did not waken the sleeper. He still lay profoundly at rest and yet
profoundly alive, one long, big-boned arm thrown over his head on the
pillow, as he always had slept when he was a child.
"As he had when he was a child!" His father was struck by the phrase and
looked again at the tall, rather gaunt young body flung on the bed. That
was no child who lay there, nor was that a child's face, for all the
pure, childlike curves of the young lips, firmly held together even in
this utter abandon to sleep. The older man stood by the bed for a
moment, looking down on his son, his own face grave and observant. He
would be a fine-looking fellow, Neale, with those honest eyes, wide
apart under his good, square forehead. Yes, Neale's father had always
known the extreme satisfaction of being able to respect his son, there
was no doubt about that. But there was something else, the something
that had always baffled him, that he had never been able to penetrate,
the closed look, locked tight over ... what? Was it locked tight over
something, or nothing? Did Neale have a real personal life? Would he
ever have? Would there ever be anything, anybody who would have the key
to unlock and set free what was there, before it died of its
imprisonment?
For an instant the face of Neale's father was unlocked as he stood
looking down on his son. Then, with a long breath, he stepped back into
the hallway, silent on his bare feet, and went on to shave, and to take
his cold bath.
It was after ten when Neale awakened and the day had sunk from its first
fresh hopefulness into the resigned apathy of a hot mid-morning, with
the stale smell of dusty, sun-baked pavements, the slow, unimportant
jog, jog, jog of the horse hauling the grocer's delivery-cart, and the
distant, jingling of the scissors-grinder's bell.
Neale came slowly to himself and rolled over, a very bad taste in his
mouth, both physically and mentally. He had not noticed it at the time,
but he now thought, scraping his coated tongue against his teeth, that
melted cheese and cake and nut-fudge and ginger-ale were a darned bad
combination to be swallowing of an evening. And as for the rest ... oh,
gosh! Never again!
He turned his big, strong feet out of bed and sat sunk together for a
moment, recalling it all, and steeping his soul in wormwood once more.
_Now_ what?
The telephone rang; he heard Katie answer, and clump up the stairs to
see if he were awake.
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