England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
His eyes were dilated, and I could almost have said they were full of
tears with his eagerness. But I am sure it is a bad plan to remind
people of decided opinions which they have once expressed, if you wish
them to modify those opinions. Now, Mr. Gray had done this with my lady;
and though I do not mean to say she was obstinate, yet she was not one
to retract.
She was silent for a moment or two before she replied.
“You ask me to suggest a remedy for an evil of the existence of which I
am not conscious,” was her answer--very coldly, very gently given. “In
Mr. Mountford’s time I heard no such complaints: whenever I see the
village children (and they are not unfrequent visitors at this house, on
one pretext or another), they are well and decently behaved.”
“Oh, madam, you cannot judge,” he broke in. “They are trained to respect
you in word and deed; you are the highest they ever look up to; they
have no notion of a higher.”
“Nay, Mr. Gray,” said my lady, smiling, “they are as loyally disposed as
any children can be. They come up here every fourth of June, and drink
his Majesty’s health, and have buns, and (as Margaret Dawson can
testify) they take a great and respectful interest in all the pictures I
can show them of the Royal family.”
“But, madam, I think of something higher than any earthly dignities.”
My lady coloured at the mistake she had made; for she herself was truly
pious. Yet when she resumed the subject, it seemed to me as if her tone
was a little sharper than before.
“Such want of reverence is, I should say, the clergyman’s fault. You
must excuse me, Mr. Gray, if I speak plainly.”
“My lady, I want plain-speaking. I myself am not accustomed to those
ceremonies and forms which are, I suppose, the etiquette in your
ladyship’s rank of life, and which seem to hedge you in from any power
of mine to touch you. Among those with whom I have passed my life
hitherto, it has been the custom to speak plainly out what we have felt
earnestly. So, instead of needing any apology from your ladyship for
straightforward speaking, I will meet what you say at once, and admit
that it is the clergyman’s fault, in a great measure, when the children
of his parish swear, and curse, and are brutal, and ignorant of all
saving grace; nay, some of them of the very name of God. And because
this guilt of mine, as the clergyman of this parish, lies heavy on my
soul, and every day leads but from bad to worse, till I am utterly
bewildered how to do good to children who escape from me as if I were a
monster, and who are growing up to be men fit for and capable of any
crime, but those requiring wit or sense, I come to you, who seem to me
all-powerful, as far as material power goes--for your ladyship only
knows the surface of things, and barely that, that pass in your
village--to help me with advice, and such outward help as you can give.”
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