England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
“Let me alone,” said she, one day when she came in to sit awhile with
me. “That man is a good man--a sensible man--and, I have no doubt, he is
a good lawyer; but he can’t fathom women yet. I make no doubt he’ll go
back to Warwick, and never give credit again to those people who made
him think me half-cracked to begin with. O, my dear, he did! He showed
it twenty times worse than my poor dear master ever did. It was a form
to be gone through to please my lady, and, for her sake, he would hear
my statements and see my books. It was keeping a woman out of harm’s
way, at any rate, to let her fancy herself useful. I read the man. And,
I am thankful to say, he cannot read me. At least, only one side of me.
When I see an end to be gained, I can behave myself accordingly. Here
was a man who thought that a woman in a black silk gown was a
respectable, orderly kind of person; and I was a woman in a black silk
gown. He believed that a woman could not write straight lines, and
required a man to tell her that two and two made four. I was not above
ruling my books, and had Cocker a little more at my fingers’ ends than
he had. But my greatest triumph has been holding my tongue. He would
have thought nothing of my books, or my sums, or my black silk gown, if
I had spoken unasked. So I have buried more sense in my bosom these ten
days than ever I have uttered in the whole course of my life before. I
have been so curt, so abrupt, so abominably dull, that I’ll answer for
it he thinks me worthy to be a man. But I must go back to him, my dear,
so good-bye to conversation and you.”
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