England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Miss Bessy was, as I knew, only about eighteen, but she looked older.
Dark hair, dark eyes, a tall, firm figure, a good, sensible face, with a
serene expression, not in the least disturbed by what I had been
thinking must be such awful circumstances as a first introduction to my
lady, who had so dissapproved of her very existence: those are the
clearest impressions I remember of my first interview with Miss Bessy.
She seemed to observe us all, in her quiet manner, quite as much as I
did her; but she spoke very little; occupied herself, indeed, as my lady
had planned, with looking over the great books of engravings. I think I
must have (foolishly) intended to make her feel at her ease, by my
patronage; but she was seated far away from my sofa, in order to command
the light, and really seemed so unconcerned at her unwonted
circumstances, that she did not need my countenance or kindness. One
thing I did like--her watchful look at Miss Galindo from time to time:
it showed that her thoughts and sympathy were ever at Miss Galindo’s
service, as indeed they well might be. When Miss Bessy spoke, her voice
was full and clear, and what she said, to the purpose, though there was
a slight provincial accent in her way of speaking. After a while, my
lady set us two to play at chess, a game which I had lately learnt at
Mr. Gray’s suggestion. Still we did not talk much together, though we
were becoming attracted towards each other, I fancy.
“You will play well,” said she. “You have only learnt about six months,
have you? And yet you can nearly beat me, who have been at it as many
years.”
“I began to learn last November. I remember Mr. Gray’s bringing me
‘Philidor on Chess,’ one very foggy, dismal day.”
What made her look up so suddenly, with bright inquiry in her eyes? What
made her silent for a moment, as if in thought, and then go on with
something, I know not what, in quite an altered tone?
My lady and Miss Galindo went on talking, while I sat thinking. I heard
Captain James’s name mentioned pretty frequently; and at last my lady
put down her work, and said, almost with tears in her eyes:
“I could not--I cannot believe it. He must be aware she is a schismatic;
a baker’s daughter; and he is a gentleman by virtue and feeling, as well
as by his profession, though his manners may be at times a little rough.
My dear Miss Galindo, what will this world come to?”
Miss Galindo might possibly be aware of her own share in bringing the
world to the pass which now dismayed my lady,--for, of course, though
all was now over and forgiven, yet Miss Bessy’s being received into a
respectable maiden lady’s house, was one of the portents as to the
world’s future which alarmed her ladyship; and Miss Galindo knew
this,--but, at any rate, she had too lately been forgiven herself not to
plead for mercy for the next offender against my lady’s delicate sense
of fitness and propriety,--so she replied:
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