England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
“What could become of her?” replied Lady Ludlow. “She never could be
induced to rise again, though she lived more than a year after her son’s
departure. She kept her bed; her room darkened, her face turned towards
the wall, whenever any one besides Medlicott was in the room. She hardly
ever spoke, and would have died of starvation but for Medlicott’s tender
care, in putting a morsel to her lips every now and then, feeding her,
in fact, just as an old bird feeds her young ones. In the height of
summer my lord and I left London. We would fain have taken her with us
into Scotland, but the doctor (we had the old doctor from Leicester
Square) forbade her removal; and this time he gave such good reasons
against it that I acquiesced. Medlicott and a maid were left with her.
Every care was taken of her. She survived till our return. Indeed, I
thought she was in much the same state as I had left her in, when I came
back to London. But Medlicott spoke of her as much weaker; and one
morning on awakening, they told me she was dead. I sent for Medlicott,
who was in sad distress, she had become so fond of her charge. She said
that, about two o’clock, she had been awakened by unusual restlessness
on Madame de Créquy’s part; that she had gone to her bedside, and found
the poor lady feebly but perpetually moving her wasted arm up and
down--and saying to herself in a wailing voice: ‘I did not bless him
when he left me--I did not bless him when he left me!’ Medlicott gave
her a spoonful or two of jelly, and sat by her, stroking her hand, and
soothing her till she seemed to fall asleep. But in the morning she was
dead.”
“It is a sad story, your ladyship,” said I, after a while.
“Yes it is. People seldom arrive at my age without having watched the
beginning, middle, and end of many lives and many fortunes. We do not
talk about them, perhaps; for they are often so sacred to us, from
having touched into the very quick of our own hearts, as it were, or
into those of others who are dead and gone, and veiled over from human
sight, that we cannot tell the tale as if it was a mere story. But young
people should remember that we have had this solemn experience of life,
on which to base our opinions and form our judgments, so that they are
not mere untried theories. I am not alluding to Mr. Horner just now, for
he is nearly as old as I am--within ten years, I daresay--but I am
thinking of Mr. Gray, with his endless plans for some new
thing--schools, education, Sabbaths, and what not. Now he has not seen
what all this leads to.”
“It is a pity he has not heard your ladyship tell the story of poor
Monsieur de Créquy.”
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