English essays -- 19th century; Great Britain -- Social life and customs; London (England) -- Description and travel
In your diary, as in mine, there are days marked with sadness, not for
this year only, but for all. On a certain day--and the sun perhaps,
shining ever so brightly--the housemother comes down to her family with
a sad face, which scares the children round about in the midst of their
laughter and prattle. They may have forgotten--but she has not--a day
which came, twenty years ago it may be, and which she remembers only too
well: the long night-watch; the dreadful dawning and the rain beating
at the pane; the infant speechless, but moaning in its little crib; and
then the awful calm, the awful smile on the sweet cherub face, when the
cries have ceased, and the little suffering breast heaves no more. Then
the children, as they see their mother's face, remember this was the day
on which their little brother died. It was before they were born; but
she remembers it. And as they pray together, it seems almost as if the
spirit of the little lost one was hovering round the group. So they pass
away: friends, kindred, the dearest-loved, grown people, aged, infants.
As we go on the down-hill journey, the mile-stones are grave-stones, and
on each more and more names are written; unless haply you live beyond
man's common age, when friends have dropped off, and, tottering, and
feeble, and unpitied, you reach the terminus alone.
In this past year's diary is there any precious day noted on which you
have made a new friend? This is a piece of good fortune bestowed but
grudgingly on the old. After a certain age a new friend is a wonder,
like Sarah's child. Aged persons are seldom capable of bearing
friendships. Do you remember how warmly you loved Jack and Tom when you
were at school; what a passionate regard you had for Ned when you were
at college, and the immense letters you wrote to each other? How often
do you write, now that postage costs nothing? There is the age of
blossoms and sweet budding green: the age of generous summer; the
autumn when the leaves drop; and then winter, shivering and bare. Quick,
children, and sit at my feet: for they are cold, very cold: and it seems
as if neither wine nor worsted will warm 'em.
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