International relations -- Fiction; Liaoyang, Battle of, Liaoyang, China, 1904 -- Fiction; War correspondents -- Fiction
Jerry drank ceremoniously and alone, but there was a fuller tribute
than any emptied glass ever tokened--in the brimming eyes of Noreen....
The boys were in the hall.
“I’m going--not to war, lads--but to bed,” Cardinegh said, and
presently called after them at the door: “May the patchwork for peace
fail to cover the knees of the nations!”
Noreen was alone. Her brain, sensitive from weariness and wounds,
moved swiftly, restlessly. She knew at this moment the correspondents
would be discussing the phases of her father’s madness--whispering at
Tetley’s of the fall of the chieftain. Later, at the banquet-table,
when the wines swept away all lesser regards, they would no longer
whisper.... These men were her friends all. Not one would have
hesitated to serve her well in any need. She did not want to do them an
injustice; and yet there was something in their minds that was stinging
and foreign now. The cause was in her own mind, and she realized it.
They were big among men, big among their kind, honorable and genuine,
but it was not in human reason for them to share her immutable trust,
any more than they could share the feminine outpouring of her heart
for the man afield. Also she knew that there were few things in this
world that Routledge could have done wicked enough to shake these men
so utterly from allegiance to him. He had been to them a mystical
attraction of virtue, as he was now in their eyes the imperator among
criminals.
She understood something of what her father had passed through in the
recent hours. The sight of the Bookstalls boy had withered him like
some disordered ghost; and yet, to her, there was a greater tragedy
in watching her father try to hold his old place as chief at the table
of war-men. He had not lost that king-torture of consciousness which
showed him that he was not as he had been. His struggle to cast out the
abiding fatuities, and to regain his old high place of mental activity,
was terrible to witness--like the suspension of his faculties upon a
cross.
Little could be added now to Noreen’s suffering. It is not given to one
in the depths to realize what perfect soul-substance the recent months
had brought her. The thought had come in her happier reactions, that
if she were like other human beings, the patience, the self-control,
and the purity of her yearning--this bearing all cleanly and without
a cry--was great with tempering and expansion. But the hunger within
her was deep and masterful for the end of it all. As never before, she
felt the need of a human force to lean upon. There was neither priest
nor pastor nor woman in her life. Her heart cried out for a greatness
such as Routledge had suggested in Rawder. To her, their bravest man
was a splendid, glowing picture of sorrows; before such a one she could
have knelt and found healing, indeed.... And with what infinite content
could she have knelt in this hour before the disciple of Rawder!
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