International relations -- Fiction; Liaoyang, Battle of, Liaoyang, China, 1904 -- Fiction; War correspondents -- Fiction
Once she had been but one of many champions of the man and his work.
From time to time under his name, the _Review_ had ignited London. The
men of his world and hers had granted his supremacy as a picture-maker
of war--and yet to her this was one of his lesser attractions. She
loved to look into his conception of things _back of the words_. How
pitiably often were the words shaped to meet the so-called needs of a
daily paper, as the bones of a Chinese foot are crushed into a thimble.
It was the master behind the narrator; the man who lived and moved
in a wonderland that was a hopeless arcanum to the many; the man who
glimpsed the temple of truth, if not from within, at least from the
gardens--it was he who fascinated the woman. And since she loved him,
she was proud that his intelligence enfolded her own.
The physical man, Routledge, all men had found excellent in those
good days before the mystery. His endurance and bravery had formed
many classics for his craft. He had always bewitched her father.
Incidentally, her life among the many friends of her father--soldiers,
seamen, and civilian campaigners--had taught her that man’s judgment
for man is best.... But it was not Routledge, the fearless and
tireless; not Routledge, the male, who called her so ardently this
night. At least, it was less the male than the mind; and less the mind
than the mystic.... It would be the idlest affectation to assert that
actual marriage with Routledge was beyond the pale of her thoughts;
and yet this was not her ultimate passion. To be with him in great
wanderings of gentle purport; to meet the suns and storms with calmness
and cheer; constantly to toil together, helping, meditating, always
together on the world’s highways, always looking toward God’s Good
Hope, with thoughts in the stars, but not so lost in the stars that
they missed the sorrowing by the roadside;--wandering grateful for life
together, having a tear for the helpless, a smile for the beautiful,
and a love for each other so vast and pure that it must needs love
the world and reflect the love of God.... Such was Noreen Cardinegh’s
dream of the fullness of days--so great a gratitude to the Most High
for the presence of her lover, that it would manifest itself in eternal
services to those who could not be so happy--services that faltered
before no pain, quailed before no horrent spectacle, and retained their
sweet savor in the lowliest haunts of men.
Marriage.... It might come. In some garden of the world, there might
be a halting, when the full tides of life swelled together. No fixed
date, exterior formality; no words uttered by a Third could release
these two for triumphant nuptial flight!... She had seen too much
mangling of this intimate and portentous moment between man and woman,
by a stranger, the member of a paid profession--how often the mere
licensed liberator of lusts. A signal from him, as to runners set for
a Marathon--the _spirit_ of chastity already a ghost....
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