International relations -- Fiction; Liaoyang, Battle of, Liaoyang, China, 1904 -- Fiction; War correspondents -- Fiction
The incident was like oxygen to the tired woman. Nearing Shanghai,
the _Empress_ steamer nosed the winter zone, and Jerry Cardinegh was
not well enough to go ashore. Noreen had shopping to do, and took
the afternoon launch up the river for an hour in the city. Snow was
falling. On the Bund, Noreen encountered Finacune, who had come down
from Tokyo to get a glance at affairs from the outside. He declared
that little or nothing was to be learned in the Japanese capital.
Already the nation was constructing an impenetrable atmosphere about
her great war. Finacune was going back on the _Empress_. As the time
was short, they parted to attend their several errands, planning to
meet at the launch later.
With her parcels, Noreen hurried back from the shops to the Bund in the
winter twilight. Finacune, who had not seen her, was fifty feet ahead,
also making for the water-front. She saw him stop short, stare for an
instant at the profile of a huge, gaunt figure--in the great frieze
coat! It was then that the mighty leap of her heart forced a cry from
her throat.... Routledge, staring out over the darkening river, started
at her voice and the touch of her hand. For a moment he pressed his
fingers against his eyes as if trying to shut out some haunt from his
brain. Then he, spoke slowly:
“I did not think that there were substances fine enough in the world to
make a woman so beautiful----”
“Routledge-san! Oh, God, there is only a moment or two!”
“I should not have been here,” he began vaguely. “Some one may see you
talking with me.”
“Don’t speak of that!... Oh, words are such puny things now! I thought
we understood each other about that. Tell me, are you ill? You look----”
“No, not ill, Noreen. I shall be tiptop when I get up yonder into the
field.... You startled me. I think I was in a kind of dream about you,
and then you----” The old dread returned to his mind. He wondered if
the man who had passed had been Finacune. “Are you alone? I wouldn’t
have anybody see you talking to me.”
All that was in her heart was called forth by the spectacle of her
giant’s pallor and seeming weakness. Proudly she put all this into
words:
“I would not care if the whole world saw me with you. It is the same
with me--as I told you on the way to Charing Cross! What you may
think--does not make me afraid. You have done no wrong. I want to be
with you--but the time is not yet come. It is dreadful. Why do you
forget all that we told each other--all that I told you?”
“I have not forgotten,” he said huskily. “The scars of that hour in the
carriage--leaving you that hour--would not suffer me to forget, but I
should not speak this way. I wrong you speaking this way. I am only a
world-tramp between wars.... And this war I must watch alone--from the
edge where the others do not go. God, what a coward I should be--to
chance your happiness----”
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