International relations -- Fiction; Liaoyang, Battle of, Liaoyang, China, 1904 -- Fiction; War correspondents -- Fiction
“I have loved you strongly, Routledge. You have been to me--the
representative man. I have never known the touch of a woman’s hand,
nor the eye of a woman--but for you I have felt all the great love of
a man for a man. To-night, before you came, Sekar told me that only
once again in this life I am to see you. It is to be after my trial
in the Leper Valley. After that, I am to put away all love for you in
the flesh, since it binds me to the Wheel.... This is harder for me
than many Mindays, harder than service through interminable famines,
harder than blows and revilings from multitudes of men, harder than any
trial in the Leper Valley. To think that you must descend again into
battle--you who know so well the awful sin of war--that I should have a
fore-knowledge of you being maimed in the body, and to be unable to go
to you--ah, nothing that I must face in the Leper Valley can haunt and
torture the soul of your friend like this.”
The half had never been told before. Routledge bowed before the
great devotion of this simplest and holiest man the world had shown
him. In a swift gesture Rawder’s hand had passed between the eyes of
the correspondent and the candle-flame. Fragile, trembling, almost
transparent, it was eloquent with a beauty Routledge had never noted
before. Within himself great changes were enacting.
There was _power_ in that little Rydamphur hut, power from the hidden
wells of creation. It was made clear to him what force had impelled
Sekar to find his _chela_. There was karma still for the ancient Hindu
to work out, since he dragged his weary, grave-hungering flesh down
from the peace and purity of his mountains to the burning plains of
men--to take back this whitest soul of the Occident.
“Rawder,” Routledge said slowly, reverently, “It has long been a big
part of my understanding--what you mean to me. I once told a lady of
you--of my bravest man--and this lady watches and listens for you
across the world. That I go back into battle again is quite right and
inevitable. I have not yet reached Mother Earth’s graduating class. The
wound which you foretell is nothing. It is good that I am to see you
once more--even in the Leper Valley--though it holds you longer than I
thought from the rest you have earned. As for parting, you know better
than I that the word has no meaning. You know better than I that the
relations between master and disciple do not end with the body, nor the
relations of friend and friend. There never has lived a pure great
soul, who has not glimpsed what means the emancipation from the flesh,
and discerned in his high moments such joys that the strength of his
soul was sternly tried in the effort to live out his allotted days. If
such glimpses were given to all men, the nations would suffer from a
shock of suicide such as no war nor famine ever wrought.
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