International relations -- Fiction; Liaoyang, Battle of, Liaoyang, China, 1904 -- Fiction; War correspondents -- Fiction
That he was to be hurt in the new war was in itself but a vague
anxiety, dull of consideration except for its relation to the
foretelling--that another was to come to help him!... He wondered if
the wound would come from his enemies. Once before, a night in Madras,
as he was entering a house of hiding a noose of leather dropped upon
his shoulder. It was jerked tight with a sinister twang. Routledge had
just escaped the garrote in the dark. He could not always escape; and
yet he was not to die next time. Rawder said: ... “To fall wounded,
apart from the battle-field, to lie helplessly regarding men and events
from the fallen state, instead of face to face--this was but one of the
tossing tragedies of cloud in his mind. Yet there was a radiant light
in the midst of it all--only one woman in the world’s half-billion
would come to him.”
Any suffering was cheap to prevent her coming--but he could not
prevent! One cannot run from a vision or a prophecy. It is well to
obey when one is ordered up into Nineveh. Even Sekar had cast him
off, because he was a counter-attraction to the soul of Rawder. He
could not forswear war--and so avoid the promised wound, which would
enable her to find him--since he was not to meet the levelling stroke
during a collision of troops, but somewhere apart. It was a chain of
circumstances in which he was absolutely powerless--and she was coming
to him!
First, it would mean that Jerry Cardinegh, the man he had preserved,
was dead. If he were dead with his secret, Noreen would find
him--Routledge--identify herself with the most loathed of outcasts,
fleeing forever before the eyes and fingers of England. There was
rebellion against this in every plane of the man’s consciousness. He
could not suffer his love, nor hers, to be tested by such a tragedy.
He would flee again from her.... But if old Jerry had remembered the
truth at the last--if the fates had willed him to tell the monstrous
truth--and the Hate of London were lifted from the name of Routledge,
to become a heritage of Noreen Cardinegh--and then if she should come
to him! He could not cover his eyes to the flash of radiance which this
thought brought him.... He would have died to prevent such a thing from
coming to pass. For more than a year, he had kept out of the ken of the
world, to forestall any efforts on the part of the Cardineghs, to find
him. He was worn to a shadow, hunted, harrowed, hated, lost to himself
in disguises, ever apart from the gatherings of men and the decent
offerings of life--all to prevent the very thing which, in thinking
of now, lit every lamp of his being. Quite as readily would he have
performed the treachery for which he suffered as return to the father
of Noreen Cardinegh, saying: “I am tired, Jerry. Give me back my name.”
But if, after all he had done to spare her from the truth, the fates
ruled against him--_then_ he would not flee from her!
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