Courts and courtiers -- Fiction; German fiction -- Translations into English; Germany -- Fiction
"You don't understand, Prince. I must tell you that Indian blood over
there means a heavy blot--such a blot, that friendships and affections
are transformed into hatred and abuse if proof of half-blood descent
comes to light. Of course things are not so serious with us, for with
quadroons--why, of course, the taint is nothing like so great, and a
quintroon is to all intents and purposes untainted. But in our case,
exposed to gossip as we were, it was naturally different, and several
times when the people shouted abuse after us I heard them say that I was
a coloured girl. In short, my descent was made an excuse for insults and
annoyances, and raised a barrier between us and the few who were in the
same position of life as ourselves--there was always something which we
had to hide or to brazen out. My grandfather had brazened it out, he was
that sort of man, and knew what he was doing; besides, his blood was
pure, it was only his beautiful wife who had the taint. But my father
was her son, and, sensitive and quick-tempered as he is, he has always,
ever since he was a boy, resented being stared at, and hated and
despised at the same time; half a world's wonder and half a monument of
iniquity, as he used to say. He was fed up with America. That's the
whole history, Prince," said Imma Spoelmann, "and now you know why my
father lost his temper over your pointed question."
Klaus Heinrich thanked her for the explanation; indeed, as he saluted
and took leave (it was lunch time) of the ladies in front of the
Delphinenort Gate, he repeated his thanks for what he had been told, and
then rode at foot's pace home, pondering over the events of the morning.
He saw Imma Spoelmann sitting in a languid pose in her red-gold dress at
the table, with a look as of a spoilt child on her face; sitting in
comfortable assurance, and uttering remarks with a sting in them, such
as were good coin in the United States, where clearness, hardness, and a
ready wit were essentials of life. And why? Klaus Heinrich could
understand now, and never a day passed that he did not try to realize it
better. Stared at, hated and despised at the same time, half a world's
wonder and half a monument of iniquity, that's what her life had been,
and that had instilled the poison into her remarks, that acidity and
mocking directness, which looked like offence but really were defence,
and which evoked a look of bewilderment on the faces of those who had
never had any occasion for the weapons of wit.
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