India -- History -- Sepoy Rebellion, 1857-1858 -- Fiction
“But who can wonder that he is more sensitive than others? Did he not
hear from you that I said that a coward was contemptible? Did not all
the men except you and my uncle turn their backs upon him and treat him
with contempt, in spite of his effort to meet his death by standing up
on the roof? Think how awfully he must have suffered, and then, when it
seemed that his intervention, which saved our lives, had to some extent
won him back the esteem of the men around him, that he should so fail
again, as he considers, and that with me beside him. No wonder that he
takes the view he does, and that he refuses to consider that even the
devotion and courage he afterwards showed can redeem what he considers
is a disgrace. You always said that he was brave, Doctor, and I believe
now there is no braver man living; but that makes it so much the worse
for him. A coward would be more than satisfied with himself for what he
did afterwards, and would regard it as having completely wiped out any
failing, while he magnifies the failing, such as it was, and places but
small weight on what he afterwards did. I like him all the better for
it. I know the fault, if fault it was, and I thought it so at the time,
was one for which he was not responsible, and yet I like him all the
better that he feels it so deeply.”
“Well, my dear, you had better tell him so,” the Doctor said dryly. “I
really agree with what you say, and you make an excellent advocate. I
cannot do better than leave the matter in your hands. You know, child,”
he said, changing his tone, “I have from the first wished for Bathurst
and you to come together, and if you don’t do so I shall say you are
the most wrong headed young people I ever met. He loves you, and I don’t
think there is any question about your feelings, and you ought to make
matters right somehow. Unfortunately, he is a singularly pig headed man
when he gets an idea in his mind. However, I hope that it will come all
right. By the way, he asked were you well enough to see him today?”
“I would rather not see him till tomorrow,” the girl said.
“And I think too that you had better not see him until tomorrow, Isobel.
Your cheeks are flushed now, and your hands are trembling, and I do not
want you laid up again, so I order you to keep yourself perfectly quiet
for the rest of the day.”
But it was not till two days later that Bathurst came up to see her.
The spies brought in, late that evening, the news that a small party of
the Sepoy cavalry, with two guns, were at a village three miles on the
other side of the town, and were in communication with the disaffected.
It was decided at once by the officer who had succeeded General Neil
in the command of the fort that a small party of fifty infantry,
accompanied by ten or twelve mounted volunteers, should go out and
attack them. Bathurst sent in his name to form one of the party as soon
as he learned the news, borrowing the horse of an officer who was laid
up ill.
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