India -- History -- Sepoy Rebellion, 1857-1858 -- Fiction
“I may not return, Isobel,” he had urged: “it is of no use to blink the
fact that we have desperate fighting before us, and I should go into
battle with my mind much more easy in the knowledge that, come what
might, you were provided for. The Doctor tells me that he considers you
his adopted daughter, and that he has already drawn up a will leaving
his savings to you; but I should like your future to come from me, dear,
even if I am not to share it with you. As you know, I have a fine estate
at home, and I should like to think of you as its mistress.”
And Isobel of course had given way, though not without protest.
“You don’t know what I may be like yet,” she said, half laughing, half
in earnest. “I may carry these red blotches to my grave.”
“They are honorable scars, dear, as honorable as any gained in battle. I
hope, for your sake, that they will get better in time, but it makes
no difference to me. I know what you were, and how you sacrificed your
beauty. I suppose if I came back short of an arm or leg you would not
make that an excuse for throwing me over?”
“You ought to be ashamed of even thinking of such a thing, Ralph.”
“Well, dear, I don’t know that I did think it, but I am only putting a
parallel case to your own. No, you must consent: it is in all ways best.
We will be married on the morning I start, so as just to give time for
our wedding breakfast before I mount.”
“It shall be as you wish,” she said softly. “You know the estate without
you would be nothing to me, but I should like to bear your name, and
should you never come back to me, Ralph, to mourn for you all my life
as my husband. But I believe you will return to me. I think I am getting
superstitious, and believe in all sorts of things since so many strange
events have happened. Those pictures on the smoke that came true, Rujub
sending you messages at Deennugghur, and Rabda making me hear her voice
and giving me hope in prison. I do not feel so miserable at the thought
of your going into danger as I should do, if I had not a sort of
conviction that we shall meet again. People believe in presentiments of
evil, why should they not believe in presentiments of good? At any rate,
it is a comfort to me that I do feel so, and I mean to go on believing
it.”
“Do so, Isobel. Of course there will be danger, but the danger will
be nothing to that we have passed through together. The Sepoys will
no doubt fight hard, but already they must have begun to doubt; their
confidence in victory must be shaken, and they begin to fear retribution
for their crimes. The fighting will, I think, be less severe as the
struggle goes on, and at any rate the danger to us, fighting as the
assailants, is as nothing to that run when we were little groups
surrounded by a country in arms.
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