Rulers of kings: A novelAtherton, Gertrude Franklin Horn
General
Rulers of kings: A novel
Atherton, Gertrude Franklin Horn
Statesmen -- Fiction
When a woman is groping about among the mysteries of her great passion
she has little to give the world, and, all the forces of her being
consuming her inwardly, her magnetism is diminished. With the average
woman this matters little--she merely bores her friends; but in the
case of a princess, with but a season perhaps at her disposal within
whose limits to preserve the map of Europe, or alter it to her liking,
the untimely advent of love might blight her in the very plethora of
her opportunities. Ranata realized this danger after a few days of
complete indifference to anything but her own thoughts and the presence
of Fessenden Abbott, discovered that she had fallen back into the niche
of the unapproachable princess, from which only he could draw her.
The moment she appreciated her condition she roused, when in public,
the energies of her mind, wrenching it from her inner life. A career
she was determined to have; and although she could not recall the
enthusiasm of those first weeks in Hungary, her purpose was revitalized
by the long shadows of bitterness and despair which the future cast
back to her. True to her compact, she endeavored to eject that future
from her imagination, and in greater part succeeded, for she had more
wisdom than most women, and appreciated the priceless value of the
immediate happiness. She was content, and in brief intervals intensely
happy; her imagination was liberated and her power to feel superlative.
The knowledge that both imagination and capacity for living must prove
her scourge hereafter but made her cultivate both the more ardently
while briefly mistress of her fate. And the concentrated ardor of which
Fessenden was capable in the rare moments they found alone, contrasted
with his average mood when he seemed to belong so wholly to himself,
fascinated her far more than any constant evidence of her consuming
influence over him would have done. Her own powerful individuality
recognized the separateness of his, and was content to touch it in
fugitive moments only. The archaic poem of eternal oneness made no
appeal to her. Passionate love and loyal friendship she had to offer in
the fullest equipment granted to mortals, but the development of her
own individuality in its incorruptible silences must go on forever,
submerged only by the primal tides; and so her instincts and her
endowment saved her from the pursuit of that will-o’-the-wisp which
most women follow until it hides in the grave. She saw that Fessenden
recognized in her this disunion of temperament and personality, for
although his were the masculine limitations which deprived him of the
comprehensions women think they want, the needs of his own soul were
too great for blindness to another that had come so close.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account