Rulers of kings: A novelAtherton, Gertrude Franklin Horn
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Rulers of kings: A novel
Atherton, Gertrude Franklin Horn
Statesmen -- Fiction
The anthem finished, the royal party took their seats, the opera
began. Ranata kept her eyes resolutely bent upon the stage, but
although she felt and had been severely drilled in music, hers was the
imagination which escapes control under the influence of the only art
that penetrates to the key-notes of being. The spell of the limpid
semi-religious music swirled round her like a soft tide. She saw far
beyond the poor juggler apologizing to the Virgin for desecrating her
name that he might gratify a heartless rabble and keep his wretched
body from starving; and if she forbade her eyes to wander over the
house, every nerve told her that Fessenden Abbott was not there.
She had asked him to leave Hungary immediately upon his return to
Budapest, and she knew that if he had not done so--he must await
important telegrams--he would not come to the palace, nor to any
gathering where she was sure to be. And to attend the opera except in
her train would have excited the comment both wished to avoid.
Whether he had gone or not she did not know, for she would not ask
Alexandra; if indeed her friend knew, for the brother and sister had
said good-bye at the station in Budapest. Ranata, who had been gifted
with no greater measure of consistency than the rest of her sex, had
hoped to see him while driving, while entering the opera-house, to
receive from him some swift involuntary token that he was thinking of
her as persistently as she was of him.
For she thought of little else, and she was aghast at the power of
love to defy the will. The emotional struggle had induced a physical
lassitude she had never known before. That morning she had risen with
the thought, “Am I going to send for him to-day? Am I? _Am I?_” And the
question had risen again and again, acquainting her for the first time
with the insolent defiance of the fixed idea to the higher qualities
of the brain. She had had experience of the dual entity in the mental
household before, but never so complete a sense of division, nor of
possession by faculties which seemed to have forced an entrance into
her mind rather than have risen from its depths.
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