Rulers of kings: A novelAtherton, Gertrude Franklin Horn
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Rulers of kings: A novel
Atherton, Gertrude Franklin Horn
Statesmen -- Fiction
She let her taper trail on the stones. Her pilgrimage was a failure.
The night and its horrid suggestions had accomplished no degeneration
for her; she might as well have come by day, or spared at any time
her limbs the cold, her nostrils this infliction. And there she faced
and accepted the truth. What she had been was gone, what she was so
must she remain. Her brain in its absolute modernity must help her to
endure and to regulate her life; from her ancestors she would receive
no further help, neither now nor ever. From all miasmatic obsessions
rising out of the crypt in her soul she was free henceforth; the crypt
itself had vanished into that eternity so far from the corruption about
her. She lifted her head suddenly with a sensation of liberty, of
independence, which even Hungary and her intimate spiritual absorption
of her American lover had not given her. Then she went forward and
knelt at the foot of Rudolf’s coffin. She had rejected dogmas and
theologies, but she still could pray; for she had perfect faith in an
overruling power, who, if great enough to manage the universe, must
be great enough to answer prayer without upsetting the balance of His
machinery. And prostrate at the foot of the ugly bronze coffin under
half its height of brittle wreaths, that held the clay of the warmest
nature she had ever known, of the only being she had deeply loved
until now, of the Hapsburg whose light might have raised him so high
in history and had gone out in folly and dishonor, she had her moment
of profound tribute to the dead, of utter abnegation of self. When
she rose from her knees she entered the recess, and pushing aside the
old wreaths with their emblazoned streamers, the gifts of kings, and
princes, of family, and illustrious subjects, she pressed her wet face
for a moment to the head of the coffin, then walked rapidly from the
inner crypt, down the lane between the older dead, and up the stair.
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