Rulers of kings: A novelAtherton, Gertrude Franklin Horn
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Rulers of kings: A novel
Atherton, Gertrude Franklin Horn
Statesmen -- Fiction
The days passed and the lover gave no sign that he was as distraught
as the prisoner. There are times in life when one lives very fast.
The first forty-eight hours of her imprisonment consumed the mental
energies of months. As the first excitement decreased, and with it
something of the novelty of her situation, her mind was free again for
thoughts and dreams she had been half glad to forget, so many were the
pangs they had held. And in the train of love came all the doubts and
tragic conceptions with which a woman cursed with imagination never
fails to torment herself. The women for whom men would most willingly
die--if there be yet that spirit abroad in the world--women who in
the end are most sure to discard the still ardent lover, often suffer
in their imaginary tragedies as intensely as their more constant and
less valued sisters in their hopeless realities. Ranata was not the
woman to love and tire, but her imagination was the least controlled
of her faculties. She descended into the very depths of depression
and convinced herself that Fessenden Abbott had taken her at her word
and returned to America before any one had suspected her imprisonment
and sent him warning. (The faithful maid had not dared to confess her
eavesdropping.) She might be confined here until she lost her reason,
and he would drown his thoughts of her in the hideous details of
business, or in those great schemes of his, remembering her only as
a purified spirit; likely enough, wearying of the cold picture. She
forgot her ideals, even her instinctive knowledge of him, and treated
his vows with cynicism. What man in this practical modern world--and
the world was practical and modern outside of the Hofburg--would be
faithful to the woman hidden forever from his sight? He would marry,
of course, and forget her; why, indeed, should he not? And what if
he did? There were times when she hated him, when in the prolonged
contemplation of his commonplace infidelity she despised him as
unworthy of her, and hardened her heart until she doubted if it ever
would melt again, even if he suddenly appeared and took her in his
arms.
These crises in a woman’s brain are very unfortunate, and when men are
wiser they will study to prevent them. After all, it is the psychical
experience that tells, not the visible cause, and the scars may be
deep and callous. In this case poor Fessenden was helpless, and Ranata
had still felt and known so little that she had elasticity enough to
survive several such crises without the worst effects; but if life had
added bitterness to her store of experience she might have come out of
her ordeal with her best prospect for happiness blasted.
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