Rulers of kings: A novelAtherton, Gertrude Franklin Horn
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Rulers of kings: A novel
Atherton, Gertrude Franklin Horn
Statesmen -- Fiction
yearly salary which made Fessenden’s head swim, had agreed to occupy
this building with a corps of assistants and work upon the idea which a
youth had conceived. The author of the idea felt no temptation to take
charge himself. The mere fact that more experienced genius could be
bought delivered him from the thrall of his ideal, although he still
took a scientific and patriotic interest in its accomplishment.
Robbed of this dream of immortality, he had dropped the curtain upon
his inner life and endeavored to fulfil his immediate destiny. As his
powers of concentration were very great, he had succeeded for a time.
During the fortnight before sailing, novelty and wonder had sustained
him, and for a time at sea the long conversations with his father
were agreeably varied by instructions in the science of yachting. But
Fessenden was Fessenden--a personality, a young man bursting with
precocious energy, ambition, independence. His reassertion was slow
but persistent, and during one sleepless night alone on deck the naked
truth confronted him that he was at the end of his endurance, that
however he might conform to his father’s wishes in the future, for the
present he must not only have an interval of personal liberty, but
arrange his nebulous ambitions and satisfy them. He restrained his
impatience until three o’clock, then awakened Mr. Abbott--who smiled
and slept again--and plunged without a guide into Norway.
He bathed in streams, he slept under the stars, he saw no one but
peasants, he hardly uttered a word for three days; and he was
completely happy. When he was not in mountain gorges he was in pine
forests; everywhere he had Nature in her magnificence, and he was
alone. For two days he refused to think--it was enough to forget,
to feel the freedom of the years when he believed himself innocent
of fortune, with a glorious and self-made future stretching through
infinite horizons. But on the evening of the third day he turned his
back on the scenery, sat down on the grass, and thought.
That the prospect before him was hateful and hideous he admitted
aloud, lest he should seem to blink any modicum of the truth. The
abstract fact that he was a rich man instead of a poor one dwindled
to comparative insignificance beside the million details which made
up the sum of that fact. Had he been the author of those details, his
inherited and financial instincts, so quick at college, would no doubt
possess him and obliterate the dreams of his youth. But that mountain
of particulars, massive and petty, had fallen upon him without a
moment’s warning, and he was not its illustrious author, but its future
custodian. The youth in him was rampant, and his strong vein of romance
unsatisfied. He admitted--again aloud--that he was as romantic as he
was practical. He would train to succeed his father, but meanwhile
would distinguish himself in his own manner. He would use the wealth at
his disposal, but the manner should be picturesque.
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