English essays -- 20th century; Russia; Russia -- Fiction; Russia -- Social life and customs; Short stories, English
“Then the other day there was a man called Savin, who was arrested for
making revolutionary propaganda among the troops. He sent and appealed
to me to be allowed to go and see his son, who, he said, was dying of
scarlet fever. I gave him permission, and it turned out that the son
had not got scarlet fever at all; that the whole thing was a pretext;
and he took advantage of the occasion to shoot a policeman and to get
away. The result of this is that the Reactionaries here say I am a
Revolutionary, and, of course, the Revolutionaries say I’m a satrap and
a brutal oppressor, and all the rest of it. But it doesn’t matter what
one does, it is impossible to satisfy any one. And every day I receive
threatening letters from both sides: letters from people telling me I
am a traitor to my country, that I am sold to the Jews and in league
with England and all the Continental finance; and others saying that I
am an executioner, and the enemy of freedom and of light. However, why
should I bore you with all these stories? Let’s talk of more cheerful
things.”
They sat down at the table.
“Here are the pancakes,” he said. “The country is turned upside down,
but we have to go on eating pancakes just the same, don’t we? The best
thing is not to think at all in times like this.”
Irina looked at him and smiled; she found it difficult to speak. But he
did not give her much opportunity, for he went on gaily, talking first
about one thing, then about another--of the coming elections, of the
plays that were being acted in St. Petersburg and Moscow, of the modern
literature and its hysterical tendencies; and he told many amusing
anecdotes illustrating the strange anomalies and the curious ideas that
were rife in the present condition of things.
When they had finished eating, he said: “Now, you must come into my own
sitting-room, where no one is allowed to disturb me, and I will have at
least a half-hour of human intercourse before I go back to my convict’s
existence; because, you know, my dear, a Governor’s life is worse than
a convict’s. At least, a convict does not have to make up his mind
twenty hundred times a day about questions which cannot be solved at
all.”
He led her into his sitting-room, which was as simply furnished as
possible: it contained a large writing-table and a low divan; the
carpets had holes in them; there was a gramophone and a small piano.
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