Russian literatureKropotkin, Petr Alekseevich, kniaz
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Russian literature
Kropotkin, Petr Alekseevich, kniaz
Russian literature -- 19th century -- History and criticism
“Then we must part?” she said.... “If we married, what would come
next?” He replied nothing. “You would fall asleep, deeper and deeper
every day--is it not so? And I--you see what I am--I shall not grow
old, I shall never be tired of life. We should live from day to day
and year to year, looking forward to Christmas, and then to the
Carnival; we should go to parties, dance, and think about nothing at
all. We should lie down at night thanking God that one day has passed,
and next morning we should wake up with the desire that to-day may be
like yesterday; that would be our future, is it not so? But is that
life? I should wither under it--I should die. And for what, Iliyá?
Could I make you happy?”
He cast his eyes around and tried to move, to run away, but his feet
would not obey him. He wanted to say something, but his mouth was dry,
his tongue motionless, his voice would not come out of his throat.
He moved his hand towards her, then he began something, with lowered
voice, but could not finish it, and with his look he said to her,
“Good-bye--farewell.”
She also wanted to say something, but could not--moved her hand in his
direction, but before it had reached his it dropped. She wanted to say
“Farewell,” but her voice broke in the middle of the word and took a
false accent. Then her face quivered, she put her hand and her head on
his shoulder and cried. It seemed now as if all her weapons had been
taken out of her hand--reasoning had gone--there remained only the
woman, helpless against her sorrow. “Farewell, Farewell” came out of
her sobbings....
“No,” said Olga, trying to look upon him through her tears, “it is
only now that I see that I loved in you what I wanted you to be, I
loved the future Oblómoff. You are good, honest, Iliyá, you are tender
as a dove, you put your head under your wing and want nothing more,
you are ready all your life to coo under a roof ... but I am not so,
that would be too little for me. I want something more--what, I do
not know; can you tell me what it is that I want? give me it, that I
should.... As to sweetness, there is plenty of it everywhere.”
They part, Olga passes through a severe illness, and a few months
later we see Oblómoff married to the landlady of his rooms, a very
respectable person with beautiful elbows, and a great master in kitchen
affairs and household work generally. As to Olga, she marries Stoltz
later on. But this Stoltz is rather a symbol of intelligent industrial
activity than a living man. He is invented, and I pass him by.
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