At 7.30 pm. Trotsky sent his car for me, but a soldier stopped us before
we even reached the block where the War Ministry is. The whole bit of
road was being especially guarded. The reason for this is that foreign
papers have announced an impending counter-Revolution, but if there is
any such plot their warning has been given most obligingly in time, and
steps have been taken to deal with it. The town is placarded with
notices that inhabitants must not be out after midnight. It gave one
just a small thrill, and there have been none so far. This evening when
I arrived Trotsky stood by the fire while I was warming, and I asked him
for news. He says that the German workers have voted in favour of
joining the Moscow International which is very important. “England is
our only real and dangerous enemy,” he said. “Not France?” I asked. “No,
France is just a noisy, hysterical woman, making scenes: but
England--that is different altogether.” He talked about the persistence
of the foreign Press in decrying the stability of the Soviet
Government. All the governments of Europe, he said, had undergone
changes in the last three years, he pointed to France, Italy, the
Central Powers, Turkey, and finally Poland. The British Government was
holding out longer than any other, but that was pretty rocky, and its
ministers were constantly changing their posts. The Soviet Government
was the oldest government in Europe, and the only one in which the
ministers retained their posts and displayed any unity, and this is
spite of every effort on the part of the world to dislodge them.
He then busied himself at his table with papers. I worked for an hour
and we never spoke, but he never disregarded me as Lenin did. I could
walk round Lenin and look at him from all sides, he remained absorbed in
his reading, and apparently oblivious of my presence. Whenever I go near
Trotsky he looks up from his work sharply with piercing eyes and I
forget which part of his face I was intent upon. Towards the end of the
evening, when even my tiptoe stalking had aroused him, he asked me:
“_Avez vous besoin de moi_.” I replied yes, as always. He came and stood
by the clay, but he is very critical, and watches it and me all the
time, and makes me nervous. I undid and did over again a good deal. The
room was hot, and the clay got dry, it was uphill work. Never have I
done anyone so difficult. He is subtle and irregular. At one moment the
bust looked like Scipio Africanus, and I could see he was dissatisfied,
then when I had altered it and asked him what he thought he stood for
some time in silence with a suppressed smile before he let himself go:
“It looks like a French bon bourgeois, who admires the woman who is
doing him, but he has no connection with Communism.”
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