Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; Mothers and sons -- Fiction; Religious fiction; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction
There was no sign of maternal ambition on the motionless face, though
there might be some little spring in her heart, as it beat quick and
strong at the idea of the proposal she imagined he was going to make
of taking her boy away to give him the careful education she had
often craved for him. She should refuse it, as she would everything
else which seemed to imply that she acknowledged a claim over
Leonard; but yet sometimes, for her boy's sake, she had longed for a
larger opening--a more extended sphere.
"Ruth! you acknowledge we were happy once;--there were circumstances
which, if I could tell you them all in detail, would show you how
in my weak, convalescent state I was almost passive in the hands of
others. Ah, Ruth! I have not forgotten the tender nurse who soothed
me in my delirium. When I am feverish, I dream that I am again at
Llan-dhu, in the little old bed-chamber, and you, in white--which you
always wore then, you know--flitting about me."
The tears dropped, large and round, from Ruth's eyes--she could not
help it--how could she?
"We were happy then," continued he, gaining confidence from the sight
of her melted mood, and recurring once more to the admission which he
considered so much in his favour. "Can such happiness never return?"
Thus he went on, quickly, anxious to lay before her all he had to
offer, before she should fully understand his meaning.
"If you would consent, Leonard should be always with you--educated
where and how you liked--money to any amount you might choose to name
should be secured to you and him--if only, Ruth--if only those happy
days might return."
Ruth spoke.
"I said that I was happy, because I had asked God to protect and help
me--and I dared not tell a lie. I was happy. Oh! what is happiness or
misery that we should talk about them now?"
Mr Donne looked at her, as she uttered these words, to see if she
was wandering in her mind, they seemed to him so utterly strange and
incoherent.
"I dare not think of happiness--I must not look forward to sorrow.
God did not put me here to consider either of these things."
"My dear Ruth, compose yourself! There is no hurry in answering the
question I asked."
"What was it?" said Ruth.
"I love you so, I cannot live without you. I offer you my heart, my
life--I offer to place Leonard wherever you would have him placed. I
have the power and the means to advance him in any path of life you
choose. All who have shown kindness to you shall be rewarded by me,
with a gratitude even surpassing your own. If there is anything else
I can do that you can suggest, I will do it."
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