Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; Mothers and sons -- Fiction; Religious fiction; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction
"Oh dear! ma'am, I have too much respect for you all to think of
doing such a thing! Of course I know, ma'am, that it is not to be
cast up to any lady that she is like anybody disreputable."
"But I would rather you did not name the likeness to any one," said
Jemima; "not to any one. Don't tell any one the story you have told
me this morning."
"Indeed, ma'am, I should never think of such a thing! My poor husband
could have borne witness that I am as close as the grave where there
is anything to conceal."
"Oh dear!" said Jemima, "Mrs Pearson, there is nothing to conceal;
only you must not speak about it."
"I certainly shall not do it, ma'am; you may rest assured of me."
This time Jemima did not go towards home, but in the direction of
the outskirts of the town, on the hilly side. She had some dim
recollection of hearing her sisters ask if they might not go and
invite Leonard and his mother to tea; and how could she face Ruth,
after the conviction had taken possession of her heart that she, and
the sinful creature she had just heard of, were one and the same?
It was yet only the middle of the afternoon; the hours were early
in the old-fashioned town of Eccleston. Soft white clouds had come
slowly sailing up out of the west; the plain was flecked with thin
floating shadows, gently borne along by the westerly wind that was
waving the long grass in the hay-fields into alternate light and
shade. Jemima went into one of these fields, lying by the side of
the upland road. She was stunned by the shock she had received.
The diver, leaving the green sward, smooth and known, where his
friends stand with their familiar smiling faces, admiring his glad
bravery--the diver, down in an instant in the horrid depths of the
sea, close to some strange, ghastly, lidless-eyed monster, can hardly
more feel his blood curdle at the near terror than did Jemima now.
Two hours ago--but a point of time on her mind's dial--she had never
imagined that she should ever come in contact with any one who had
committed open sin; she had never shaped her conviction into words
and sentences, but still it was _there_, that all the respectable,
all the family and religious circumstances of her life, would hedge
her in, and guard her from ever encountering the great shock of
coming face to face with vice. Without being pharisaical in her
estimation of herself, she had all a Pharisee's dread of publicans
and sinners, and all a child's cowardliness--that cowardliness which
prompts it to shut its eyes against the object of terror, rather
than acknowledge its existence with brave faith. Her father's often
reiterated speeches had not been without their effect. He drew a
clear line of partition, which separated mankind into two great
groups, to one of which, by the grace of God, he and his belonged;
while the other was composed of those whom it was his duty to try and
reform, and bring the whole force of his morality to bear upon, with
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