Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; Mothers and sons -- Fiction; Religious fiction; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction
"Quiet, mother! quiet, dear, dear mother" (for she clung to the known
and tried goodness of her mother more than ever now), "that is all
I want." And she was left to the stillness of her darkened room,
the blinds idly flapping to and fro in the soft evening breeze, and
letting in the rustling sound of the branches which waved close to
her window, and the thrush's gurgling warble, and the distant hum of
the busy town.
Her jealousy was gone--she knew not how or where. She might shun and
recoil from Ruth, but she now thought that she could never more be
jealous of her. In her pride of innocence, she felt almost ashamed
that such a feeling could have had existence. Could Mr Farquhar
hesitate between her own self and one who-- No! she could not name
what Ruth had been, even in thought. And yet he might never know,
so fair a seeming did her rival wear. Oh! for one ray of God's
holy light to know what was seeming, and what was truth, in this
traitorous hollow earth! It might be--she used to think such things
possible, before sorrow had embittered her--that Ruth had worked her
way through the deep purgatory of repentance up to something like
purity again; God only knew! If her present goodness was real--if,
after having striven back thus far on the heights, a fellow-woman
was to throw her down into some terrible depth with her unkind,
incontinent tongue, that would be too cruel! And yet, if--there was
such woeful uncertainty and deceit somewhere--if Ruth-- No! that
Jemima, with noble candour, admitted was impossible. Whatever Ruth
had been, she was good, and to be respected as such, now. It did not
follow that Jemima was to preserve the secret always; she doubted her
own power to do so, if Mr Farquhar came home again, and were still
constant in his admiration of Mrs Denbigh, and if Mrs Denbigh gave
him any--the least encouragement. But this last she thought, from
what she knew of Ruth's character, was impossible. Only, what was
impossible after this afternoon's discovery? At any rate, she would
watch and wait. Come what might, Ruth was in her power. And, strange
to say, this last certainty gave Jemima a kind of protecting,
almost pitying, feeling for Ruth. Her horror at the wrong was not
diminished; but the more she thought of the struggles that the
wrong-doer must have made to extricate herself, the more she felt how
cruel it would be to baffle all by revealing what had been. But for
her sisters' sake she had a duty to perform; she must watch Ruth. For
her love's sake she could not have helped watching; but she was too
much stunned to recognise the force of her love, while duty seemed
the only stable thing to cling to. For the present she would neither
meddle nor mar in Ruth's course of life.
CHAPTER XXVI
Mr Bradshaw's Virtuous Indignation
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