Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; Mothers and sons -- Fiction; Religious fiction; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction
"You will not tell! You must not tell! No one knows, not even Mr
Benson, who it was. And now--it might do him so much harm to have it
known. You will not tell!"
"No! I will not tell," replied he. "But, Mrs Denbigh, you must answer
me this one question, which I ask you in all true respect, but which
I must ask, in order to guide both myself and you aright--of course
I knew Leonard was illegitimate--in fact, I will give you secret for
secret: it was being so myself that first made me sympathise with
him, and desire to adopt him. I knew that much of your history; but
tell me, do you now care for this man? Answer me truly--do you love
him?"
For a moment or two she did not speak; her head was bent down; then
she raised it up, and looked with clear and honest eyes into his
face.
"I have been thinking--but I do not know--I cannot tell--I don't
think I should love him, if he were well and happy--but you said he
was ill--and alone--how can I help caring for him?--how can I help
caring for him?" repeated she, covering her face with her hands, and
the quick hot tears stealing through her fingers. "He is Leonard's
father," continued she, looking up at Mr Davis suddenly. "He need not
know--he shall not--that I have ever been near him. If he is like the
others, he must be delirious--I will leave him before he comes to
himself--but now let me go--I must go."
"I wish my tongue had been bitten out before I had named him to
you. He would do well enough without you; and, I dare say, if he
recognises you, he will only be annoyed."
"It is very likely," said Ruth, heavily.
"Annoyed,--why! he may curse you for your unasked-for care of him.
I have heard my poor mother--and she was as pretty and delicate a
creature as you are--cursed for showing tenderness when it was not
wanted. Now, be persuaded by an old man like me, who has seen enough
of life to make his heart ache--leave this fine gentleman to his
fate. I'll promise you to get him as good a nurse as can be had for
money."
"No!" said Ruth, with dull persistency--as if she had not attended to
his dissuasions; "I must go. I will leave him before he recognises
me."
"Why, then," said the old surgeon, "if you're so bent upon it,
I suppose I must let you. It is but what my mother would have
done--poor, heart-broken thing! However, come along, and let us
make the best of it. It saves me a deal of trouble, I know; for, if
I have you for a right hand, I need not worry myself continually
with wondering how he is taken care of. Go! get your bonnet, you
tender-hearted fool of a woman! Let us get you out of the house
without any more scenes or explanations; I'll make all straight with
the Bensons."
"You will not tell my secret, Mr Davis," she said, abruptly.
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