Ruth Hall: A Domestic Tale of the Present TimeFern, Fanny
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Ruth Hall: A Domestic Tale of the Present Time
Fern, Fanny
Domestic fiction; Married women -- Fiction
At this the white neck-clothed gentleman moved back his chair: "Wrong,
madam, all wrong; I was educated by the best of fathers, but he was
_not_ a Presbyterian; his son is not a Presbyterian; his son's paper
sets its face like a flint against that heresy; no, madam, we shall
have no occasion for your contributions; a hope built on a Presbyterian
foundation, is built on the sand. Good morning, madam."
* * * * *
Did Ruth despair? No! but the weary little feet which for so many hours
had kept pace with hers, needed a reprieve. Little Nettie must go home,
and Ruth must read the office signs as she went along, to prepare for
new attempts on the morrow.
To-morrow? Would a brighter morrow _ever_ come? Ruth thought of her
children, and said again with a strong heart--_it will_; and taking
little Netty upon her lap she divided with her their frugal supper--a
scanty bowl of bread and milk.
Ruth could not but acknowledge to herself that she had thus far met
with but poor encouragement, but she knew that to climb, she must
begin at the lowest round of the ladder. It were useless to apply to a
long-established leading paper for employment, unless endorsed by some
influential name. Her brother had coolly, almost contemptuously, set her
aside; and yet in the very last number of his Magazine, which accident
threw in her way, he pleaded for public favor for a young actress, whom
he said had been driven by fortune from the sheltered privacy of home,
to earn her subsistence upon the stage, and whose earnest, strong-souled
nature, he thought, should meet with a better welcome than mere
curiosity. "Oh, why not one word for me?" thought Ruth; "and how can I
ask of strangers a favor which a brother's heart has so coldly refused?"
It was very disagreeable applying to the small papers, many of the
editors of which, accustomed to dealing with hoydenish contributors,
were incapable of comprehending that their manner towards Ruth had been
marked by any want of that respectful courtesy due to a dignified woman.
From all such contact Ruth shrank sensitively; their free-and-easy tone
fell upon her ear so painfully, as often to bring the tears to her eyes.
Oh, if Harry--but she must not think of him.
* * * * *
The next day Ruth wandered about the business streets, looking into
office-entries, reading signs, and trying to gather from their
"know-nothing" hieroglyphics, some light to illumine her darkened
pathway. Day after day chronicled only repeated failures, and now,
notwithstanding she had reduced their already meagre fare, her purse
was nearly empty.
CHAPTER LX.
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