He had never seen her doing anything like this before; and the sight
of her small, white hands, so steady and firm on the wheel, her
little, slender, booted feet upon the pedals sent a thrill tingling
through him. He was a little dizzy for a moment and he closed his
eyes, clutching to the side of his seat. A shell smashed twenty
yards before them; parts of it hit the car. The shock of it startled
Gerry up; but the girl beside him was not hit nor frightened.
Swiftly she swerved the car to dodge the hole in the road where the
gravel was still slipping and settling; the next shell was behind
and while they fled now, the shells all were behind and farther and
farther back till they ceased.
Ruth halted her car and waited for her charges to gather on the
road; all of them appeared; none of them had been hurt. The damage
done by the German fire totaled a front wheel much bent and the
radiator ruined.
“We’ll have to run hot,” Ruth said. “We can get on, if we go
slowly.”
Gerry attempted to get down to walk; but his twisted left knee would
not bear him at all. His idea had been to return at once, somehow,
to the battle, as soon as this girl who had come to him was in some
sort of safety. He had planned wildly, to attempt to join the
English fighting to the south of Mirevaux. He couldn’t do that now;
but, with strength enough in his leg to move a rudder bar, he could
fly and fight again as soon as he could procure another “ship.” The
only way he could reach the rear and another airplane was to
continue with these refugees and with this girl.
It was strange that when he had been fighting and had been far from
her, he had felt more strongly about her than he did now--more about
her as a girl, that was, in relation to him as a man. He was close
beside her with her body swaying against his when the car careened
in the pits and ruts of the road. He kept observing her--the play of
color in her smooth skin in the flush of her excitement, the steady,
blue eyes alert upon the road, her full, red little lips pressing
tight together after speaking with him and drawing tiny lines of
strain at the corners of her mouth. He noticed pretty things about
her which he had not before--the trimness of her ankles even under
her heavy boots, the ease with which that slender, well-formed
little body exerted its strength, the way her hair at her temples
went into ringlets when effort and anxiety moistened her forehead.
But he noticed these as though to remember them later; his thought
seemed to store them and save them for feeling at another time; he
was almost aware of going through an experience with her which could
affect him, fully, only afterwards. In the same manner that
subconsciously he had thought about her when all his conscious
thought was absorbed in flying and fighting, now his eyes only
observed her; his soul was blent in the battle.
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